hais..im still sad bout what he said bout me..i just feel so like shit..
I DON’T HAVE SERIOUS EMOTIONAL PROBLEM !!im really sad la..its like his the first person who said that bout me..
im happy just like that and he has to say all this just to hurt me?
the question is why i still miss him so much..there's nothing felt but the
question why? if he call me someday and i'll tell him im fine..
but the tone of my voice is just a lie..im just too blind to see..
he hit where it hurts so much..my heart is not whole to be broken..
he walked away leaving me in this mess..its meaningless for me
to fall in love again..im sorry for myself knowing him..i damn regret..
but im trying to forget it..i
won't pretend it's possible to fix what can't be broke..
i wont try to fix me..im broken enough to get hurt..dont try to fix whats broken..
Now I've seen the world through eyes of bitter, hate and lies and now I can't stand what I have become..
now your pictures worth a thousand words, you meant so much to me it hurts..
I know that memories never die and I know my scars won't heal tonight..
Forever and a lifetime, just a blink and you’re gone. I wish you’d stay.
And this is for your moment, I finally get to say goodbye the right way..This blade sunk deep inside my wrist, well I think I’ve lost my mind now..
I watched the sky bleed grey with see through shades of violent bloody stains..
Well the damage that's been made.. The hurt you've caused can never be erased..
i'll take this sadness and close my eyes..
it says a hundred years and i'll still love him..
