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everything seems to fall apart..damian has left to canada..everyone knows what has happen to me..something bad..and my life seems to be heading for the hills..and i'm gonna breakdown soon enough..one noght out of the house into my aunts home..made me feel i could breath for now..going for a swim later than head for lunch with aunt than go home for awhile...hate to be at home..the air at is so thick i cant breath...i feel so dead inside..i dont know how much more i can take this before i blow..i feel so sick..


liLsaint is dead


i wish i could turn back time and change my life for good..those i was suppose to would be there and those i wasnt suppose to know i would want to know them..i want to live my life without pain and regrets..for those who i've hurt, for those who've hurt me.. i'm forgetting it..i seriously need a break through...my life's a damage!!! fucking sick of this life...feel like opening the damn window of this fifteen floor story and jump !!! nothing has ever gone right in place before..its messed up.. and it really suck !!