Monday, September 17, 2007 ❤
❤i hate everything i am right now !!!
i just wish ppl who try to change me, just stop..i have enough of everyone telling me to change..i just wanna live my live for me to have fun to bring out that girl i am..i love piercings and tattoo..SO?i admit im alittle vulgur..violent..on the darkside?? so?? does that make me different from any of you?? everyone has got their own character?? tell me you dont?! tell me you dont have your bad times?? i have alot okay?! its just that you ppl dont understand me?? dont know me dont under estimate me..i got my limits one..when i blow i know its not going to be nice..that does not mean i wont go into your face and tell you off..my friends neither are happy with you all..i am who i am..i need time..under so much pressure, how do you expect me to fucking smile and give face..sorry when i'm mad i cant pretend a smile for you all..thats not me..
but like i said whatever la..leaving soon..than you all dont have to see my fuck up ATTITUDE!! dont need to my black face..less one member to bother if late or not..its okay one..i'll still do good..
anyways...
last thursday at home with my usual buddies!! nikki diana rachael..hahas
nikki pierced her tongue..i pierced my lips..and its fucking swollen again..suck man!! hais nvm..friday and saturday sucked for me..got scolded by cgl and some members..right down fucke up..so like whatever..i dont give a shit no more..i dont want to bother anything..since they treat me like shit..so be it..what ever..i dont give a damn..i dont want to bother much...make me more angry..than kor they all will want more to go down and settle..fuck la...i dont want to bother much la..WHATEVER!!! so be it !! LOL..
anyways tmr is nikki's bday..intending to smash her head into the cake..ahahs..i hope that doesn't happen to me next week on 25th sep tmrs next wk..next tues..RAHHH!!!! ahahahs..
oh yea..the bag photo is up..let you all see..flaunt my new bag abit..hahas..bhb..jk..

i'm in love with my bag !! hahas.. crazy over this bag.. anyways..hahahs..
i'm kinda tired..dont wanna blog anymore..hahahas..so just say bye for now..
'liLsaint Vengeance..
" Mrs Vengeance "
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