❤FIRST DAY OF WORK !!
hahahs woke up today to a brand new start of my work life again..hais..i thought i was just going to die off la..but not really la..Andrew my boss was quite nice..he looked abit like my cousin adam, my ang mo friend kris..hai..shuai..but of all thing look like them..hahas..anyways..but in anyways work was alrite..than after work headed for town to meet sarah at recruit express..hahas..pass my time sheet to her..than later i was using xiao-j phone to msg jason. hais phone no money..than go home after that come home..than talk to val..piang daddy come home make alot of noise sia..than later he bath finish come out..say since now i working must contribute to the family abit..like 30 dollars?? god can buy one skinnies la!! any way was in town in monday than took a pic in marina..hahas cool photo can??


nice??
GROOVE NATION



this is really spray on the spot..damn it la..freaking nice okay..whoever graffiti it is my idol man !!
hahahs..


and its 2 more days jason leaves for america..i swear my heart is heavy like shit..and i just want to cry like fuck..hais..i'll miss you baby..alot..
love 'liLsaint Vengeance
"Mrs Vengeance"

❤when stupidtism meets idiotism?? [[ 29102007 ]]

❤money money money!! im money face..
hahas i guess the title tells you bout what im about to say..LOL..

ytd me and diana went to wisma atria to help nik get her phone done..than we went to far east go window shopping than went to alot of shop la..decided to get these items when we were in hagen daz..

this are just my list
these are the items:

=> cardigans - 5 pieces ~ $84.75
=> skinny jeans - 3 pieces ~ $90
=> just tops - 3 pieces ~$67.90
=> handphone - 1 - %558 or 585 or 588

total - $830.65

MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
im going broke mans...


any ways before all the shoppings we were in school in home clothes.hahas
here all the photos..


my hangout gang!! hahas from the top left my real part time stead sarah me hugging nikki than
racheal, than from bottom left my dear sherilyn, faridah shit and my lovely michelle...


bernice and sherilyn...



the most handsome hottest bung, leshia(where is larve btw??) in my class and in my level..hahas..with sherilyn..


the same us just an additional Diana beside me..my shopping working buddy!!!




I MISS MY CLASS SO MUCH...IM GOING TO MISS EVERYONE..ALL THE LAUGHTER, TEARS AND GETTING TEACHERS MAD!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! EVIL~~~~

i never want to leave SAC..but photos are just the memory of us..it will live in me..
i love my 4/1 !!!live in 4/1 may seem like little islands but if we are put together, we are volcano sia..sure will erupt one!! haha..


this is hot hot hot carl..!! OMG he is so damn hot..
omg!! he is so hot!!! i swear i was melting like prisi was..
she was right..hahas..and that michelle is like so close to him!! hahas

SISTINA RULE !!

❤i had fun today !!
hellos hellos..

today was quite a fun day for me..diana, racheal, michelle, faridah, nimret and me in a group for this dumb shit "BEAUTY CONSULTANT" thang..LAME SHIT LA..but what made it fun was that me and my group crapping alot.. oh oh before that..was going to class in the morning..was walking along the corridor and talking to nimret..than i was wondering if i would see xiao-j (diana) the minute i open the door i was screaming..i saw her..I MISS HER SO DAMN SHIT MUCH OK??! i was so damn happy to see her..like havent see her in a long time!! hahas okay bout a week or two..hahas..anyway i went to hug her..than i showed her sylvester's [[ not sylvester sim]] my brother..hahas..she was like..he so beng..but cute?? LOL i was like okay?? hahas but seriously he very handsome in a way..hahas..uber small size la..but his a really nice guy..hahas..sly you reading this?? its a compliment okay?? hahas..LOL..im really siao today la.. than after school we went opposite smoke la..wah i swear in a long time i hadn't touch a cigarette..kinda lost touch with it..hahas..so decided to go back for a little short period of time..hahas..so started smoking la..but seriously we were opposite school in front of RTC.. hahas..fuck sia..damn shiok hahas..than went home la..suay suay miss saleha took the same bus as me go home..damn suay..i smelt of smoke..everyone in the god damn bus was looking at me..i was like fuck la..stop looking..okay i did not say out loud la..but who cares..hahas..went home bath change went out with my friends to kelvin's block to slack..hahas how nice..

we were there going crazy..bought 8 bottles of barcardi and 3 bottle of E33..damn nice okays??
with1 packet of panadol..wah steaming can?? i wasn't actually steaming..i was high but alert la and looked like on drugs..going nuts okays?? like i was sreaming and screaming than sat on the table and throw my shoe at alex's head..god grave mistake man..he pulled me down and kick me on my ass.damn it hurts okay?? stupid fucker..than aroud 4 went up kelv's house..his sister was like wow ya'll are drunk..hahas..we went into kelv's home and knock out..i was dead sleeping on the ground..woke up around 8 like that his lil bro came home making seriously alot of noise..hahas..headache sia!! than i woke alex to bring me home ..thought we could take a bus home..eventually that alex took cab..which i dont want la..want to go home late..hais..hahas..he scared my father throw me out of the house again..hahas..i cant be bothered..LOLS.. fun man today..im seriously crazy already..alot of fun really..shawn you missed the fun you bun hole..should come..but i know ya'll bz with ya work hahas..oi!! uncle i waiting for your treat to lunch in changing appetite okay??????!! hahas still waiting..when ah??? hahas..
okay la i want to do other stuff..blog another day..hahas..see ya'll folks aites..?

'liLsaint Vengeance
"Mrs Vengeance"

❤sadden..but happy memories!!
okay here i am to blog agian..

last night wasn't a very good night for me luckily shawn and alex were there for me..i had trouble sleeping..problem was that i and jason were kinda quarreling..than after all the crap..i wanted to go sleep but i was seriously unable to sleep..so i went down to 7 11 to get some pills which i bought to box..than go home slowly watch tv and swallow them down..ok still not drowsy yet..so i picked up my house phone and talk all night and i mean like from 1.30am all the way to like 6 am..and did not go school today la..during the night i had to ask them to wait..i was practically throwing up everything i ate..including the pills..i just sat on the kitchen table and started to think..that i wish i could just die..but i rmb on saturday night sly was talking to me bout life and he didn't want me to perish but live eternal life..and i was like okay..i'm gonna change..but to think of all my problem i couldn't take the stress anymore..i just wished that life could just pass by me even with a blink of an eye..i really want to MIA and get away from the world..but i know i cant..lex and shawn would proberly find where i would be..and my cg would be so sad..and i want to have a healthy cg..and i promis zu zhang i would not let him down..i'd continue to come srv every sat..

shawn and alex knew bout mum and dad divorcing stuff as usual..practically know everything bout me..the food i eat the number of black clothes i have..OK..everything okay..so they were like "we know it affecting you but dont you think its selfish if you just die like that?? and let us go?? LIKE DANIEL for goodness sake..all we've been through all these 8 yrs..don't you think these friendship we moulded would be a waste?? yes we fought, yes we quarreled but still most of our time are happy times and that we are in this with you for good and bad.." and it really touched me so much..i was crying on the phone and its the first time shawn talk to me in these manner..and i was like kinda awake..and i said i could never forget such friends la..but alex and shawn are not just my friends they are family to me and i love them the way they are..i would just let life go in a blink of an eye like them without them..and Daniel too..but sadly he's MIA..i dunno where on earth is he..but i guess writing this i hope Dan you'll come back fast okay??
we miss you uberly alot..miss you stupid stunts and jokes and you little cute laughter..

really those with me in my life like:
alex, shawn, daniel, ben, benson,benedict,gavin, carol, the triplets and my shan yan..i would never have today the ME..

and AN QI jie..for all the support she gave me..even though she has a child to look after..and her work and stuff even for a single mom to bother bout me..she really cared for me alot..thank you sexy mum!!

just want to thank E361 too!! giving me all the love i never had at home..and LINETTE TOO!!
for all the lunches and dinners and restaurant she brought me too and treating me..and my CGL CHENG JUN for all the counselling and the mos burgers he bought for me..THANK YOU ALL!!

and obviously the one i cant forget at all..FOUR BUDDIES!! my NIKKI,DIANA AND RACHAEL ..me too la..but they were there for me all these years in my secondary school life..like even though i and diana used to cant get along very well but actually we had alot of things in common.. and its the four buddies secret!! hahas..adn for nikki..always there for me..never forsakes me..knowing me like an elder sister..and rachael the gila woman..who was with me since day one of sec school life..thank you girls!! i love you all too much!!

as much as those in 4/1 i love you'll too!! alot okay..we are graduating like this 16 november..im really gonna miss those funny quarrels, tears and laughters together in class..driving teachers outta the class..making fun of them..cheating in EOA class.with mr philip..all the littlest things guys!! all the pizzas and stuff..my god we could really eat alot man!!! hahas..

❤time to blog again!!
i have been really lazy to blog and stuff..
hahas..

its been a really crazy week for me in school..
classes were like so fun..the 4 instructors are so nice..
jokes and minor lame arguments but were all funny la..
hahas

nikki and i have been slacking under my block/in house..
the whole week..we have been really nuts la..laughing and stuff..
than on tuesday..met ah boy..okay some funny guy..yup..
wow..this used to be ah beng just so happen to bluetooth my emo songs,
turn into a emo over night..wth?? i was like shock..its like an over night thing..
how the hell you could do that??

was suppose to meet alex to get his memory card..
but something cropped up..my songs!!!!! alex!!
soon okay?? its been almost a week hahahs..
daniel is really up to something..not answering anyones phone at all..
guess he MIA la..stupid fuck up emo!! no life idiot..
his mom said he's not home almost a week since the party..
think he was really hurt by his gf's words and actions..hais..
she's a bitch..hurt my brother until like that..fucking bitch..
whenever she thinks of him i hope her heart dies!!!
seriously in front of him flirting with daniel's arch enemy..JONATHAN..
fuck la..seriously want to slap her god damn face !!
face of an angel body of a whore !! no wonder alex is always bitching bout her..
stupid potato..

the other time guess about 2 weeks ago..saw my ex ws..with his ah lian gf..
bum shit...alex was like wah chao ah lian lai liao!! some emo ang mo suddenly say
hokkien lei..buai pai buai pai..hahas..lame la..he was like she screwed!! all tha things you name
he said it..ws is liket he most hated man among us..ahahs..what to do..bastard fucker..
i was abit shock to see his gf ..not because i spent one ang a half year with him or some shit..
its that he broke my heart yet again..why he changed into someone everyone hates??
even im begining to hate him alot..like 6 years ago i knew him he was a nicer person..but now
his like a enemy to us..i just dont understand him anymore..ppl change..hais..

anyways..now im like doing nothing at home..waiting for my saturday to come..
cant wait to go back church..see my brothers and sisters..hahas..miss them loads..
hahas..still want to be in church somehow la..its weird without it..yea..hahas..
anyway lazy to blog on..yup so another day folks!!


'liLsaint Vengeance
"Mrs Vengeance"

❤LOLS...
been a really really really long time since i blogged..kinda lazy lately any ways..

hahas..was just starting to get used to my lip studd..than everyone is complaining about it..what the fuck..even my own brother ben ..so god damn irritating..keep pestering me to take it off..what an ass..

havent been to church last week and not going this week thanks to uncle bryan..for coming down and having so much things on, on my fridays and saturdays..what an ass.. oh well... his my late aunts husband what can i say???

LOL..been quarreling with kor kor zhi he on the phone..damn crazy can?? and we are like on the phone screaming shouting and all the nonsense you can tell.. we are really nuts..me and nikki always slacking under my block till like 10 ++ so its like really crazy...was downstairs just now..and was screaming like a mad retard.. LOLS.

but in anyways..im in love hahahs..in love with my jason..LOL..
hahas..im going crazy..hahas...LOL..over 1000+++ msges in 2wks..hahas
one day 100++ can?? i'm going to make him pay my prepaid la...hahas
he'll kill me i guess hahas..what to do..hahas
baby i love you!!!!

'liLsaint
"Mrs Vengeance"