❤Single yet again! Free bird..
may i announce to ya''ll..I'M SINGLE ONCE MORE..
headache this morning sia..went to meet Gav this early morning down my house..
that idiot cant stop calling me to wake up..seriously felt like shit last night..
now jane doesnt want to talk to me..hais let it be..hope it will cool down..
LOLS?? anyway..after getting my ben n jerry's..gav called..alex..called..
laughing on the phone like nuts..gav got a phone call from his house phone..
he went to pick it up.it was sabrina i guess?? he was like HA HA HA..on the other side..saying
some crap bout his Daniel sort of RAPED OR MOLESTED him?? er right?? so i was "alex who want to rape him,.his not hot or anything la..lex was like YEAH MAN!! LOLS!! than gav picked the phone said hi..we were like right?? than lex said..dan wants to rape you? his dick will just fall of man!! hahahas!! so damn mean la..like fuck..than started asking me..how was i feeling and stuff.i was like GREAT MAN!! CANT BE ANY BETTER..LOLS..

Girl : lets break.
boy : Let me do something first..
girl..angry..
boy..fuck care..
in the morning..
boy msg girl..and still can talk like friends..like nothing happen??

how the hell am i not suppose to be mad????!
pissed i tell you..any bf would say..break for what??over small matters..
in the end i get a ' let me do smth first..' i'm so pissed..i cant take it anymore man!!
is like he can still ask me to eat..blah blah blah..wow..fuck la..giving up hope on guys la..
just want one guy who can show me not all guys are jerks..someone like darren..maybe better..
someone in church..who is holding God's word highly..and not take my words for granted..
i dont care what 'YOU' going to do..what you wanna do..go US and stay there for good..your pasar..
now i just want to focus on my vision for my life..for God..so i can into eternity with Him..
His love and mercy has saved me..i want to give back my all..even ifits a special calling..

I cant undo the past..but change my future for the good..its better to look farward as tghe bible says not to look back..whats in the past is in the past..

"Heal my heart and make it clean.
open up my eyes to the things unseen..
show me how to love like you have loved me..
break my heart for what breaks yours..
everything i am for you kingdom's cause..
as i walk my life with you into eternity.."

I will move..since we are like that we are like that..i wont ever disturb you anymore..
you can move to the states..get a new life there..i will be on my way to the calling of christ..
my vision.. my dreams..not nothing will stop me from serving mow..STRIKE FORCE HERE I COME !!
Coming back to the heart of God.

I know my prayer answers are on its ways..

this week i was blessed with worship..
tears in my eyes could nont stop over flowing.
asked God for and over flowing financial blessings..
let friends around me get well..it really came through..
im so glad..i guess i have gone to the next level in Christ.
God is good. Life is tough..
I'm letting go of everything for the kingdom of God is mine..
felt God telling me to let mummy and daddy's fault go..
forgive my dad..and forget the past hurts for when i go to heaven
he'll take all my earthly hurts and tears away..
and when i go back to heaven he'll throw the biggest party for me.



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