❤broken family!! I HATE LIFE WITHOUT MUM!!!!
its been 5 days since that really big bad thing happened at home..it also been 5 days since
mummy left home..mummy went to get the protection thing through the lawyers..getting the
divorce..and i feel really down..

just now after meeting esther than i go chiong settle problem..halfway, i went home..i just
cant run away from what i'm going through..gavin was talking to me..now i feel like
I HATE LIFE WITHOUT MUM!!! all this just feel so wrong..and i dont like it, i dont!!!!
everyone says its going to be okay..PLEASE!!! its not going to be OKAY at all !!
i dont know what crazy stuff im going to do again..and this time im not LISTENING!!!
i'd rather just end my havoc life..i hate who i've become..i hate what im going through..
i hate everything in life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE I LOVE!!!
and all this comes down to a sorry..i know im going to let alot of BFF(s) down, alot of buddies
down..alot of close friend down..but it all comes down to a sorry..i cant hold on neither can i breath..
i cant stand up anymore..im falling deeper and deeper..





'liLsaint