❤Maybe I Do, Maybe I Don't ?
im unsure of weather i should be there for him again? cause i know minus him im better off..
but it hurts to see the person you like suffer in silence.. or worst see him harm himself..but in
return he hurt you so much..letting a person go aint as easy as saying..maybe this love love thing
is just part and parcel of this teenage life..and i know its time for me to grow up la..and start thinking of my future and play anymore..but i think its just hard to let someone go..not as easy as
anyine think..especially when that special someone made an impact in your life..and i really hate
this feeling of being used by HIM.. but maybe i just want to be beside him..to be in his darkest
hours, be because thats the only time where i own him for myself..and to let him know, his not
going through it alone..

is this the height of bravery to love someone?
and is its what i desereve?? some shit gratitude?
because it really sucks la..i hate everything i am for him..

Gavin and Alex dedicated this song for me
and i think i should just wake up from my dream..