❤I'm Your Boogie Man
crappy

tired

EMO

angry

falling very sick

in the blue mood

nonsensical day








just dont piss me off this week

❤AT LAST!!
today was out with sylvia at orchard..freaking feet is killing me..
hahahas..YAY!! i got my jack daniel's blackie top! damnnnnnnn!! its burning..hahahas..
and i got my MINI HANDCUFF NECKLACE.. hahaas...all from lip enterprise..
after cny im going to get the feradora/feredora hat..than get some more GOTHIC stuff..
was at lippy..SAW my JUN AGAIN..gave me discounts..hahahas...going back after cny..


being totally intooooo goth and more goths..
getting my tongue pierced..my tattoo done..
errr...maybe another piercing on my lips..
i dont know..still considering..hahahas..
im going insane...need to mutilate my insanity..
hahahas..but im sure daddy wont like it at all..
i know its gonna upset him..but......
I REALLY WANT IT SO BADLY!!!
hahahas..i know its dumb..and stupid..
but i dont care...only one person who can change my mind is me!!
not even the person i love..blah blah blah...sorry boyfriend!!

i know you have them too..hahahas..
and i know you'll never agree to it..
i dont care..i'll be childish till you say yes..
hahahas...cool..hahahas..miss you sweetheart.

oh well back to the topic of me and my gothic-ness
rahhh...someone tell me..tell me..im back to black!!!

shhhhoooooooooootttttsss...

damnnnnnn iiiitttttttttttt...

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalas

dont kill me, friends
you all know how much
LAURA wants it !!
adnSHE wants it SO BAD!!
hahahas..sounds despo..
oh well i am for..
tattoos piercings and amplifications..
shitt its CALLING OUT TO ME..

LOL lamer-ing..lol
so fagg man..
snores..hahahas







with love'
Vampire Heart

❤ROAR!!
woke up to this song by BEE GEES which daddy was playing on the freaking amplifier!!
fuck sia only 10 in the morning..planned to wake up at 3..oh wells..the song was nice too..so it
didn't really matter..hahas..damnnnnn the sing was nice and it reminded me of something i shouldnt..
song is NIGHTS ON BROADWAY



Nights On Broadway

Here we are in the room full of strangers,
Standing in the dark where your eyes couldn't see me

Well, I have to follow you
Though you didn't want me to.
But that won't stop my lovin' you
I can't stay away

Blaming it all on the nights on Broadway
Singin' them love songs,
Singin' them straight to the heart songs.
Blamin' it all on the nights on Broadway
Singin' them sweet sounds
To that crazy, crazy town.

Now in my place
There are so many others
Standin' in the line;
How long will they stand between us?

Well, I have to follow you
Though you didn't want me to.
But that won't stop my lovin' you
I can't stay away

Blaming it all on the nights on Broadway
Singin' them love songs,
Singin' them straight to the heart songs.
Blamin' it all on the nights on Broadway
Singin' them sweet sounds
To that crazy, crazy town.

I will wait,
even if it takes forever;
I will wait,
even if it takes a life time.
Somehow I feel inside
You never ever left my side.
Make it like it was before
Even if it takes a life time, takes a life time.

Blaming it all on the nights on Broadway
Singin' them love songs,
Singin' them straight to the heart songs.
Blamin' it all on the nights on Broadway
Singin' them sweet sounds
To that crazy, crazy town.


the song is really nice..esp the "i will wait" part
i can hear my heartbreaking to this song...LOL
but really..it really hits right in the heart of the broken..






Vampire Heart.

❤



forgot to add the inside views and reviews..an interview with
Wendy Crewson, Jessica Lucas, Laura Ramsey, Chace Crawford, Toby Hemingway, Taylor Kitsch, Sebastian Stan, and Steven Strait.

happy watching

❤The Covenant

Story

In 1692, in the Ipswich Colony of Massachusetts five families with magical abilities, referred to as "the Power", formed a covenant of silence to protect themselves from persecution. Four of the five bloodlines survive to this day.

The Covenant tells the story of the Sons of Ipswich, four young students at the elite Spencer Academy who are bound by their sacred ancestry. As descendants of the original families that settled in Ipswich Colony in the 1600s, the boys have all been given amazing supernatural powers, by the right of their heritage.

When the body of a student is discovered after a party, secrets begin to unravel which threaten to break the covenant that has protected the families for hundreds of years.

Plot

In 1692, five families who possess a mysterious Power (Danvers, Parry, Garwin, Simms, and Putnam) settle in the Ipswich Colony of Massachusetts.Those who possessed the power were referred to as warlocks. The power is passed down to their descendants, but is only inheirited by the eldest male child of any given generation. At the age of thirteen, the Power awakens, allowing them to cast simple spells. It isn't until the age of eighteen, however, that the warlock "ascends", gaining unimaginable powers that can destroy the wielder if used too often. The five families formed a covenant or pact to keep their powers secret in order to protect themselves from the witch hunters. Then, a member of the fifth family, John Putnam, began to misuse his powers and attracted the attention of witch hunters. In order to protect the rest of the Covenant, John Putnam was banished and left to the mercy of the witch hunters for his misdeeds. Putnam and his family were captured and charged of witchcraft. One of the charges brought against John Putnam was by the widow of Jacob Pope, a woman named Agnes Goodwin Pope (aka Goody Pope), who claimed that John Putnam was a demon, specifically an incubus, because he used his powers to invade her home and rape her. John Putnam and his family were executed and the other four families believed that the fifth bloodline of the Power died with them.

The movie takes place in modern times. As the new school year begins at Spencer Academy, students have gathered for a wild outdoor party to mark the end of summer. Hundreds of feet above the gyrating bodies, Caleb Danvers, Pogue Parry, Tyler Simms and Reid Garwin, known as the "Sons of Ipswich", walk off the edge of a cliff unseen and unscathed before casually joining the fray.

At the party, newcomer Sarah Wenham is introduced to the boys by her roommate Kate, who is Pogue's long time girlfriend. The girls also meet an intriguing transfer student named Chase Collins who quickly integrates himself into the group. As the DJ informs everybody that the police are coming, the four heroes are slow to disperse and are caught in a chase. While driving through the wilderness they are forced to drive off a cliff and use their powers to land unscathed right behind the police car which had been chasing them, who are completely bewildered.

The police later discover the body of a student, dead of an apparent drug overdose. Meanwhile, as Sarah, a former Boston public school student, tries to adjust to dorm life at the elite prep school, she can’t shake the creepy feeling that someone – or something – is watching her every move. When she is showering, a light bulb breaks for no apparent reason. When she gets out of the shower, she feels someone watching her and hurries to her dorm room, only to run into Reid, who insists that they check it out. Upon reaching the showers, however, they find nothing, so bidding each other good night they leave.

The next day Caleb is talking to Pogue about the news of the dead student, when he sees the dead student sitting next to him in the passenger seat. He freaks out and drops his phone, while Pogue asks what happened. Suddenly Caleb looks straight ahead to see that he is about to hit a truck ahead of him. They slam into each other, while in slow motion we see Caleb using his powers to dismantle the car and rebuild it after the truck has passed to land safely and unscathed from the accident. He then reveals, on the phone again, that what he saw was an evil spirit called a Darkling which has taken the shape of the dead student.

He later goes into a pharmacy to pick up a prescription, where he meets Kate and Sarah and is joined by Chase. Sarah joins him on his route to deliver the medicine, passing by beautiful scenery and an old shack, which Caleb identifies as the old Putnam barn. Caleb leaves the medicine at his family's old house, which is under the care of a near-sighted man named Gorman. Before leaving, Caleb glances at an armchair facing the fireplace. The only part of the occupant that can be seen is a very withered hand.

With tensions rising at the school, Caleb and his friends close ranks. In one scene Caleb is challenged at swimming by Chase. Caleb is about to win when Chase's eyes flare and go black, the same thing that happens to members of the Covenant while they cast spells. Caleb loses his focus, hits his head on the pool walls and blacks out. When he reawakens he is told that Chase saved him, but he is suspicious of Chase because of what he saw. That night Caleb and Pogue break into the school records room to take a look at Chase's files. It is revealed that Chase Collins was adopted and that his real name is "Chase Goodwin Pope". His adoptive parents died in a car accident on Chase's eighteenth birthday. Caleb and Pogue are interrupted by a security guard on his rounds. He enters but finds nothing, we are then shown Caleb and Pogue levitating overhead near the ceiling, and Caleb levitates some papers when they are about to fall on the guard.

Caleb, Pogue, Reid, and Tyler gather together where Caleb fills them all in, explaining that Collins was the name of Chase's foster parents and that his real name is Chase Pope. According to the Book of Damnation, the main text for the Covenant families, Goody Pope was a woman who, following the death of her husband, accused John Putnam of coming to her in her dreams as an incubus. Goody Pope's son Hagen Pope was born 10 months and 24 days after Goody Pope's husband died, adding credence to the claim. This meant that Hagen Pope was likely the bastard son of John Putnam and that Chase is a descendent of the Putnam bloodline through Hagen Pope, which means that Chase is the descendant of the fifth family in the Covenant.

Meanwhile, Sarah finds that Kate was taken to the hospital. The doctor tells Sarah that Kate is suffering from a very severe allergic reaction, as if she were bitten by hundreds of spiders. Sarah remembers a nightmare she had earlier where she and Kate were both covered in spiders and she calls Caleb for help. Caleb tells Sarah to wait in the dorm for him and then tells Pogue that Chase put Kate under a spell. Furious, Pogue sets off and attempts to run Chase over with his motorcycle, only to have the far more powerful Chase severely injure him. Chase tells Pogue that he hurt Kate to get to Pogue and that he is going to hurt Pogue to get to Caleb.

Caleb goes to Sarah's dorm room to find her lying on her bed under a deadly spell by Chase. Chase tells Caleb that after his foster parents died, he tracked down his birth father, also a descendnet of Hagen Pope and subsequently descended from John Putnam's branch of the Covenant. Shortly before his father died, Chase forced his father to will him his power, making Chase twice as strong a a member of the Covenant usually becomes on their eighteenth birthday. Chase demands that Caleb will his new powers to him on Saturday - the Fall Fest and the day of Caleb's ascension. After Chase threatens to kill Reid, Tyler, Pogue, Kate, Sarah, and the entire Covenant's families, Caleb agrees. Chase removes the spell from Sarah and leaves. On Saturday, Caleb tells Sarah and his mother everything and leaves Sarah with Reid and Tyler at the dance. He enters the Putnam's barn, only to find Sarah lying in it unconscious. Chase had kidnapped her from the dance to ensure that Caleb keep his end of the bargain. The two men fight, but Caleb is not as powerful, even after ascending. Meanwhile, Caleb's mother goes to Caleb's father, a man who, while only 44, used his powers so much that his body wore out and he now looks about 100. She tells him of Caleb's problem and begs him to think of someone other than himself for once and will his power to Caleb, making Caleb strong enough to knock Chase into the burning Putnam barn. Caleb rescues Sarah and firemen come to put out the blaze. Caleb has them look for Chase's body, but they don't find it. Sarah and Caleb drive away together. Meanwhile, at the hospital, Pogue and Kate are both shown waking up, indicating that they will both recover from their injuries.

The Sons of Ipswich

• Caleb Danvers

Caleb Danvers, played by , Steven Strait is the captain of Spencer Academy's swimming team. He is the oldest and the leader of "The Sons of Ipswich" and the only child of William and Evelyn Danvers. He is exceptionally competitive and expects nothing other than the best from himself. A star student and freestyle champion, his future is lined with his intelligence, hard work and strong will to win. Sarah Wenham is his girlfriend and love, whom he met while attending an end of summer party. He is the most cautious in the group and is always careful not to use his powers too much. However, the legacy of the Danvers family weighs heavily on him. Living at his big family estate, he harbors a dark secret which he eventually shares with his girlfriend, Sarah. He is the only one of the four who has seen up close the terrifying effects of their growing abilities. Now as his 18th birthday approaches, Caleb's abilities will escalate and his powers will be beyond imagination. He also owns a Ford Mustang GT that in one scene, is shown to break apart, and in slow motion then re-forms back on the road after passing through a truck.

• Pogue Parry

Played by Tyler Kitsch, the second oldest "Son of Ipswich". He is possessive of his longtime love, girlfriend Kate Tunney. He's usually rude and disorderly when not in the company of Caleb. As the only son of one of Ipswich's most well-known families, much is expected from him. However, he is an average student and lacks academic interest. When he is not with girlfriend Kate, he spends his free time racing his beloved motorcycle in ways that would make the most reckless daredevils stare in awe. Pogue is an adamant friend no matter what or how tough the situation. He tends to pair off with Caleb.

• Reid Garwin

Deceitful and roguish Reid Garwin (Toby Hemingway),is the third oldest "Son of Ipswich". He is a brash and a persistent practical joker. He is always looking to stir up trouble, he even gets into a fight with Caleb for picking a fight in a club. He enjoys using his powers more, perhaps excessively more, than anybody else in the group. However, he isn't a rebel and does look up to Caleb to help him out of messes. Although he is reckless, he is very loyal to his friends.

• Tyler Simms

The youngest of the Sons of Ipswich, Tyler, played by Chace Crawford, is shy and quiet. He can act somewhat awkwardly in front of girls and tends to pair off with Reid. He also has a new SUV which he is very proud of. He is uncomfortable around tension and has a tendency to state the obvious once in a while. He also looks up to Caleb and his very loyal to his brothers of Ipswich.

GOD!! i swear this guys are to die for..damn hot!! damn damn hot..

hahahas gotta watch this show for yourself if you are witch craft fan!

damn it..its damn nice..watched it like over many times and decided

to blog it..its a must watch ppl!!

❤
im in love with vampires!! dangggg..its raww man!! hahahas..
idk why but just think Vampires are all bout LOVE!!


well i wished i had a vampire bf..hahahas..LOL so dumb!!



the Vampire Heart song is soooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice
laura is falling for it..







"Vampire Heart"

You can't escape the wrath of my heart
Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone)
All faith is lost for hell regained
And love dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave)

Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed
And lead you along this path in the dark
Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

I'll be the thorns on every rose
You've been sent by hope (You'll grow cold)
I am the nightmare waking you up
From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before)

Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close
Paint you my soul, scarred and alone
Waiting for your kiss to take me back home

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

Hold me (Like you held on to life)
Like you held on to life
(When all fears came alive and entombed me)
My vampire heart

Love me (Like you love the sun)
Like you love the sun
(Scorching the blood in my)
My vampire heart


this song made me wanna be an vampire..okays its getting scary..
but i really if they are real..i want to know how does it feel..
being dead inside yet alive on the outside with no heart beat..

and i think Vampires even without an alive heart..still feels..

VAMPIRE = LOVE..

hahahas

how sweet..

really..


they are cute with the fangs..
well i think i've became obsessed
hahas..really want to find out
if they ever existed..than maybe i'll bring
them back to life so i can be one..


i'd rather be condemned than to die..
hahahas cause i dont know how it
feels to die without knowing where you'll
end up in...they are labeled fragile..hahas..


if i had a wish that will come through..
i wanna be one..hahas and i'll bring the
person i love with me to eternal "dead" life..
lol..okay drama!!! haaa...but really.


I'M OBSESSED.. WITH VAMPIRES!!
rahhhhhh








Vampire Heart.

❤ALEX!!!!!!!
ALEX SEETOH KAI JIE!!
FUCK YOU HOMO-LY BIG TIME!
YOU GOT THE DAMN APPLE FLAT LAPPY!!!
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!
I HATE YOU LA....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you are such an ARSE!!


why get that for yourself..your bro and sis lei??
me shawn gav daniel and shu qi lei??
eh you so rich buy for us laaaaaa...wakakakas..
wish only ah...oh wells..i know you will..IN OUR DREAMS!!


oh wells..sent sarah to school just now saw gavin at the bbc playing bball with
ming de and WEI SHU! bloody fucker...hope he dies..LOL..fucking backstabber
say brotherhood is forever...and now OWN BLOOD BROTHER get into trouble
first person run away is him..ever since he was with his AH LIAN gf he changed!!
from some guy who put brotherhood first to a bloody coward..begging his ex gf to
sav his younger brother..i never saw my ex like that before..so disappointing..
gavin was even more..why is he still hanging out with a fucker like that?? gav hates
him to the everyone and anyone knows that.. question is WHY??! i hate him la..
arse wipe!! when joe was in trouble and its wei shu's hao xiong di, i saw him rejecting his calls
and staying by his gf's side..WHAT THE FUCK!! when everything is over than he appear..
and still ask "i heard about it is everything okayMA?" i can sense zacky and leah wanted to slap
him across his face..damn it i feel like doing it now..!! really i never seen such ass before..


oh well..what can i say..he;s an enemy to all now..well his pretty faced gf can
come find me for all i fucking give a shit..bloody bitch, bitching bout us saying
bout my 3 god brothers...what the fucking hell..she should burn in hell..i can say
my 3 god bros are more handsome than WEI SHU well its the fact..benson is
muscular, benjemin is hot, benidict has a good positioned job.. all are rich..
what else is there to compare..to a chao ah beng???!!!ya benson may have full body tattoo
at least he has a decent job and a good positioned job and a good wife to be..
but at least he has good job unlike some jerk...no income still act rich..income comes from
his parents..wah lau bullshit all the time..


YOU CHANGED ALOT...you are someone i wish i never was with or even met before...

❤
im tired and sick of life..
why cant someone just throw a
whole luggage of 13,000 dollars at me!!
i cant be bothered and just take it to pay up
my fucking school fee and need not let my dad
be stressed up..damn it man..

today is the first time i see my dad
so stress and cried in chec...
thanks to me and my stupid life..
if not dad doesnt have so much burden,
i know no one is perfect byut i cant help
seeing my dad so sad.. and he is even sacrificing
is life for my education for a big U turn in life..
even though he knows his days are numbered..
i really am beginning to hate myself so much,
if not all this wouldnt have happen..should have stuck with
NT plan just go straight into ITE get a damn cert..


now decided to take one yr off..the school fee is giving my dad too much
stress and i cant take it seeing him this way..im really tired..because of this divorce
thing at home i'm tired too..i dont want to go on..i may smile and i may play around
but i think that stronghold i used to put up, i cant do it anymore..the stress im
growing through now, i dont know how long more i can take it..i hate life now!!!

i dont feel like living right now..i want to stop the tears..but i cant...it just keep rolling
i see dad going through this stress for me i feel more stress...and i just want to die,

edwin came today and stayed with me for 2 hour at home watching me cry..
im glad he is still here for me even if its over 2 yrs things between us...
this is the one of the most saddest state im am in and its an open wound for everyone
and anyone to see it..and i just wish God would make and open door for me or take me
home..i cant take the stress..the hurt is worst than stabbing me!! i want to walk on the
road and be run over by a car..and be back in Big Daddy God's arm..i give up, i really
give up..i cant move on..my feet is too tired and i'm weak in my emotions..i want to give
up so badly..i want to go back HOME!!

❤nice song with nice voice..from alex, gavin and shawn..hahahas
was hanging out with shawn alex and gavin..its been awhile since i saw shawn..
hahahas..oh well..we were at alex's house playing..well..they were playing my fave song..hahahs
than dad fetch me to sim lim to get a couple of stuff..later going to buy paint..
yay!!! painting my pinkish disgusting room to blue..hahas wanted white but... i might be
doing graffiti..hahahs..I NEED HELP FOR GRAFFITI!! hehes..yups..
anyways this the song..
shawn join some singing contest sure win one!! plus you so shuai..
and i know you almost my whole life, trust me!! dad and me sure vote
for you like siao one!! hahahas..

really i was amazed when shawn sang some chinese song last year..hahas by tank..rahhh
i fell for his voice..hehehes..damn nice..hahas

SUMMER OBESSION - DO YOU REMEMBER

Don't need no cash, we can make a dash, hit the street
It's always been, it's always been you and me
Baby it's cool, you suck at school anyway
So pack it up, let's run away, run away

I know those bruises aint from falling down
(Tell the truth)
They seem to show when your drunk dad's around (I'm here to save you from falling down)
We can go whenever you let go
Whenever you let go (just let go)

Do you remember
We said we'd run
Away together
Holding on to one another
I'll steal the car
Steal the credit cards
We'll run forever
Holding on to one another

This is the day, and tonight I'll be there
You know the time, don't be scared
Get all your CD's, get all your posters
Get what you need from their wallets and their purses

I know those bruises aint from falling down (Tell the truth)
They seem to show when your drunk dad's around (I'm here to save you from falling down)
We can go whenever you let go
Whenever you let go (Just let go)

Do you remember
We said we'd run
Away together
Holding on to one another
I'll steal the car
Steal the credit cards
We'll run forever
Holding on to one another

And when we're all alone
With no one there to bother
I'll treat you like a queen
Forget about your father
There's no means that justify
You living your whole life in pain

I know them bruises ain't from fallin' down
They seem to show when your drunk dad's around
We can go whenever you let go
Whenever you let go

Do you remember
We said we'd run
Away together
Holding on to one another
I'll steal the car
Steal the credit cards
We'll run forever
Holding on to one another

Do you remember?
(I'm here to save you from falling down)





SONG FIND YOURSELF..hahahas..
ya...than also im in love again with WO KE YI - Cai Ming You



and than also Jay Chou's - Wo Bu Pei



this song tooooooo.. well i dunno how to ead but im sure this is the song
街头霸王 by tank jie tou ba wang



"Dear Tank" by tank



surprisingly Tank is a christian too...yay!! hope to see Tank too in heaven..hahaas

yea...hahahas..
oh wells..dying of not enough sleep..need to sleep for a lil while..
peace out ya'll~~~

❤helLos!!
well it's been awhile since i'm thinking what to blog
and came out a conclusion of I DON'T KNOW!!
hahahs..well daddy just change my computer screen..
fuck up anyway..hahas now this fucking screen is so big..
im going blind..hahahas..oh well..

hais chec school is starting sooooooooon!!! rahhhhhh
im going bonkers..its a whole new chapter..hahas..crapo man
im scared!!! hahahas..i'm just begining to love my holidays..
hahas and school gotta start..damnnnnnnn..this suck man!!
well it was nice..hahas..

oh yea..have been listening to Good Charlotte's latest album - Good Morning Revival and
the previous one - Chronicals of Life and Death..
and the comparison = alot!!
now the song in Good morning revival is a lil techno kinda sound but still nice la
the young and the hopeless album is still the best..fucking emo shit la..hahahs
all bout life and stuff..hahas..yea

and now also into Avenged SevenFold again!! mannnnn!!
LAURA is going crazy over Zacky Vengeance..hahahas..
i've been in love with him freaking 2 yrs ago and still going strong..

oh wells

aunt came today and forgot my guitar!! OIIIIIi..hahahas...
ytd jess only stayed over..than we went to KHAREEZA'S fucking fagg blog..
damn i was fucking mean and commented like siao la..hahahas..
well for treating her friend's that way including my cousin..
than when we wanted to go back to see..she locked her blog..hahahas
hope she gets a wake up call..mannnnn..bloody bitch..hahahas..
oh god i'm bout to puke..now she's in england studying..i pity adam!!
darling cousin ever see her, his so gonna vomit and faint and be sick for at least a few days..
hahahas..crap mannnn! hahas..oh well been a bitch this few days..change change change!!
hahas..

hais...im dying la...
GC's songs are so goodie-licious nice esp this 2 songs

S.O.S and The Truth..
[[from the Chronicals of life and death album]]

S.O.S



The Truth



the truth for me mainly talks bout his family..i think..
for me is a yes its for my mum and dad...

S.O.S mainly for me is that im dying in my sorrows..
its like you are lost and you dont know what to do..
and no one bothers...and no one cares..no matter what you do..
in everyone's eye you are always wrong..ya..
its all bout life being miserable..hahahas ya..




well i think blog enough..
and ppl please since ya;ll know i've accepted into chec..
PLEASE DO NOT TELL CGMS OKAYS!! SURPRISE!!
HAHAHAHAHAS


take care peeps

'liLsaintVengeance
"Mrs Vengeance"

❤LOLS!!
combining CG with N105.. LOLS for a year..good jokes to come..and i think i will be laughing my ass off soon!! hahahs..oh well..Kenneth is going to further his studies and WISH HIM ALL THE BEST!!! JIA YOU!!..hahas...

anyway im back with my lover!! hahhas my nokia 6280..rahhh i miss him for soooooo danggg long..
hahahs..LOL!! heard one song jasper asked me to listen..hahahs AVENGED SEVENFOLD - Critical Acclaim..LOL FUCKING ROCKING EMO-LICIOUS LA..hahas..LOLS..

this the lyrics and videeeeooooooo!!
( i know is vulgar..but whoooo cares??? ZACKY BABY IS THERE!!! in love with his mirrored guitar!!! ( jasper you owe me that and i owe you a SYNESTER STANDARD..) FUCKKKK!! ZACKY VENGEANCE IS SO FUCKING HOT!)


AVENGED SEVENFOLD LYRICS

"Critical Acclaim"

Shhh… quiet you might piss somebody off
Like me motherfucker you've been at it for too long
While you feed off others' insecurities
You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds

Self-righteousness is wearing thin
(Lies inside your head, your best friend)
Heart bleeds but not for fellow men
(Broken glass, your fake reflection)

I've had enough
It's time for something real
I don't respect the words you're speaking
Gone too far
A clone

So how does it feel to know that someone's kid
in the heart of America has blood on their hands
fighting to defend your rights
so you can maintain a lifestyle
that insults his family's existence
Well, where I'm from we have a special
salute that we aim high in the air
towards all those pompous assholes
who spend their days pointing fingers
(Fuck You)

Shhh… quiet you might piss somebody off
Like the heartbeat of this country when antagonized too long
I'll be damned if you count me in as part of your generous hypocrisy
collecting enemies

Tabloid gossip queen worthless man
(There's no need for us to bury you)
Selfish agenda once again
(Right this way you've dug your own grave)

I've had enough
It's time for something real
I don't respect the words you're speaking
Gone too far
A clone

All the way from the east to the west we
got this high society
looking down on their very foundation
constantly reminding us that our actions
are the cause of all their problems
Pointing their fingers in every
direction and blaming their
own nation for who wins the elections
They've never contributed a fucking thing to the
country they love to criticize

Excuse the obscene, ignore the untrue
Depictions we see try and get through
Admitting mistakes can hurt
I'm not the last but I sure ain't the first

Shhh… quiet you might piss somebody off

Self-righteousness is wearing thin
(Lies inside your head your best friend)
Heart bleeds but not for fellow men
(Broken glass your fake reflection)

I've had enough
It's time for something real
I don't respect the words you're speaking
Gone too far
A clone







THEY ARE MY ALL TIME FAVORITE BAND!!!
and if you think they suck please fuck off from my blog FOREVER!!
and dont ever appear here ever again!! dick sucker....hahahas..




oh wells!!
this is zacky vengeance( in sunglasses) and synyster gates!!
i want ZACKY'S GUITAR!!!! RAHHH
JASPER SU!! you owe me THIS!!
and i OWE you your Synyster STANDARD
RAHHH!!!!



see the reflection!! ZACKY I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND!!
hahahs!! i need to mutilate insanity!! hahas
I WANNA MARRY ZACKY!! HEHES




yup..


M. SHADOWS - VOCALS
ZACKY VENGEANCE- GUITAR
SYNYSTER GATES - GUITAR
THE REVEREND - DRUMS
JOHNNY CHRIST - BASS

(hey i know that johnny christ name shouldn't be that but his doing it for a living..please dont judge him!! )


damn have to stop this madness..but he's just too hot...
going to blow up a photo of him and put it up into my room..
danngggg i wanna marry him..hahas!! to bad his taken..SOBS :'(

lalalalalas....


they have alot of songs that im in love with la..
but currently is Critical Acclaim..dangg
its niceeee..hahas...



oh wells..have to sleep liao la
very tired!! hehes...


'liLsaintVengeance..signing off..
" Mrs Vengeance "

kisses everyone!!

❤wo bu pei..
[[ i know some of ya'll will comment on this..please i dont want any comment on it. thanks]]

i was listening to some chinese song today..realized i miss nicholas alot..and i mean alot..
the song that made me rmb him was " wo bu pei" really dont suit his hectic life..
but really wonder how different would life and x'mas be with him.. everything might be so different..
truly love him with all my heart and soul..but because things turned sour..but i still miss him
alot..but maybe its fate that im not meant for him..nevertheless i still can rmb
all the things he said..hope his passion will come to pass..to see this dancer be popular one day!!

now its time for me to leave the past behind and move on..my school will be just above O school or below..
hope to see him but silently..but i doubt it'll happen la..it doesnt matter to me as long as he's okay..

KEEP POPPING DANCER!!! miss you badly all of a sudden..just want to hear your voice..

❤i know you heard me sing, shawn!!
SHAWN!! i know you know that i sang along to - never forget - playing for me this morning!!
oiiii !! teach me guitar leii, you faggot!! hahas..bloody shit..you wrote 4 songs in like 1 hour..dangg..
how the hell ya'll write so fast?? aiya..i FORGET!! ya'll have a G, D band..dangggg..hahas..
when are ya'll going to jam at joe's house again...i want to see his dog!!so dangg cute!! hahahas..
anyways..wei yan called me..he said DAMIAN called!!! yay!! but that idiot dont have my hp no..
thats why never call me.. he bo xim la..take liao still never call..i want to go canada and see dam..
its been a really long time since he update his blog!!

DAM!! if you freaking see this, SHERYL, CAROL, ME, DANIEL ARE ASKING YOU TO UPDATE!!

hahahas...and i want ALEX EVANS MSN!! you moron! how dare you know him and not intro to me!!
backside you..come back singapore i'm so going to chop you into millions of pieces..!!you piece of crap!!
hahas..heard your girl is some ANG MO seh..kor!! you so capable nehz..hahas..oh well
back to shawn!!

i want that song SIMON wrote and sang at UGT!!..you die also go and find than sing to me okay!!
i'm in love with his voice nehz!! nice sei bodoh..hahas..ya ya..you buddy iwan he just so called
strum the guitar and sang WO KE YI nehz....malay nehz!! you idiot lo..faster go learn
tak bisakah..you know its my all time fave malay song with kawan..rahhhhh..it rock my world..
hahas..anyways.shan yan found the recording studio..find a date and we meet up than go record with you kays!!

boy!! its been really long time since i last saw you..hahas..SHAWN WO HAO SIANG NI!!
its like 8 yrs now since i know you in primary school..hahas..i want to go back skate park area to
see mel and alv..hahas OCH!! long time since we scare the retards outta us..found Fi's friendster..
heard his doing much better with his band and stuff going into lasalle..wth la..idk how such an ah beng got talent..hahas

oh wells..the song on my head right now is TONIGHT!!
i miss the way shawn's band sang it..j's new band goodnight mayhems..
damn..their song is dang nice..esp!! crying out loud.. wah sehh.. the words
are like damn nice la..and they sang it to cecil..she's not the only heart broken one who cried..
me too man..i than rmb..i've been thinking bout nik-z alot..i wonder what would X'Mas be like
with him around..sighhh..oh wells..my other blog thanks to the rampage the tag board is full of
bull crap la..and it's like ah min, guan jie, keiv, bao hock, desiree, chow en..tag tag tag like siao..
cant stop laughing la..so idiot man..

than now i also got SOCCER enemy! STUPID MICHAEL..i dont care you see this or not..
i'm so going to kill you one way or another!! not only say my wayne..say so much crap..
RAHHHH!! so rubbish la..

hais i still want to talk bout __NEVER FORGET__

''Never forget, no matter how far. no matter how hard..
i still will find a way to lead you back to me,
Cant run away, cant hide foreverrrrrrrrrr!!
i will still appear,
infront of you.. "

ALAMAK!!
i only love the tag la!

"i'll place your hand at my heart,
and that heart beats for you..
it beats..it beats..
every breath i take
i live for you~~ "

rahh guitar guitar, strum strum!! hahahs
i found out simon teaches GUITAR!!!!
ahhhh so hot..hahas..LOL
i'm smiling from ear to ear...
oh wells..gtg..im tired..hahas

PPL PRAY FOR ME!! TO GET INTO CHEC!!
and gav, if i get there..every tues i can see nik-z!!
dancing to the popping!!LOLS!!
oh well ppl








GOODNIGHTS!! LOVE YA'LL !!
SWEET DREAMS!!
'liLsaint..
drown me..

❤
HAPPY 2008 Pics
pls dont rip them!! ask me if you want them!! thanks!!


Joyce, linette, ZZ!!


zz v cute!!


emo-ing [[ gav was like " so emo doll sioooo]]


act cute only!!


ben??


some cheena named band..sorry but really dont know chinese!! hahas


Jackie, Min Kuan, Mike


SIMON !!


SIMON!!


SIMON!!


I LOVE SIMON!!!


HOTTIE!!


SUPER COOL!! Hard Rocker


emo head

Jay


SIMON!!! and Jay!!


the last acoustic


MICHAEL BASA!!


Min Kuan and Jackie


MIN KUAN


JACKIE

❤
SORRY PPL..my com cant accept the photos!! aww.try another day which includes FRIENDSTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
simply maddness 2008 MADDNESS!!! rahhhhhhh!!!!
if ya really need it..add me in msn bah..crazyunderscores@hotmail.com!!
im seriously pissed so ya...

GOODBYE SUCKY 2007..HELLLOOOO 2008!! HELL MAN!!!


GOODNIGHT YA'LL!!

❤Happy New Year, ppl!! especially to SIMON!!
this post is dedicated to UGT MEMBERS ONLY!

please visit my friendster to grab/take which ever!!!
linkie!!

http://profiles.friendster.com/user.php
(sorry ugt members!! blog dont allow my pics..hahahs!! )



had a real shit melody of the dayyyyy!! than it went on fine..and till MUSIC GARAGE !!
OH MAN!! check my profile for SIMONS PHOTO!!! HE'S ONE HOTTIE!!! hahahs...
lol..first band wasnt really good as the singer did not really sing the words properly..
and as a music fanatic..i think its really important to pronounce the lyrics properly la..
1st song- dirty little secret..2nd TONIGHT !!!!! 3rd GUARDIAN ANGEL!!! RAHHHHH!!
OFF TUNE MANNS!! PLS SING PROPERLY LEIIIIII!! AND DONT TRY TO SCREAM!!
IT SOUNDS LIKE HIS HAVING CONSTIPATION!! HAHAHAHAS!! no offense la..but i'm
one screamo song fan..so ya..

2nd band..BEAT BOXING!! JACKIE AND MIN KUAN!! wow really spectacular performance
they did sexyback..hey it was DANGGGGG nice la...HEY OUT OF 10 I GIVE 20!!hey!!!
AUDICTIVE!! YA'LL ROCK!!! [[ and to jackie..IM NO AH LIAN!! ]]

3rd got this band that sang you raise me up..okay crap that is

4th was MY FAV!!! SIMON AND JAY!!
check my friendster for their photo!!
dannnnnnggggg!!!! SIMON!!!! IM IN "LOVE" WITH YOU HOTTIE!!
his voice is really good..and his really handsome too..thats for sure!!!

5th was a damnce thing thing..got locking..hip hop and LA hip hop..nicccceee..

than i cant rmb le..so yea..than took photo with simon and jay than blah blah blah..
that photo only for me to see so ya'll cant find it..MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

I LOVE SIMON!!!! HAHAHAS!!!

'liLsaint signing off..
H A P P Y N E W Y E A R !!

[[ Closing this chapter of the year..bitter-sweet life.. ]]
[[ i'll be waiting for his return......................miss you badly...]]