❤will tmr make me feel better?
im so tired of keeping that smile on my face..
im so tired of taking so much medication..
its just keeps on piling more and more
i dont know whats wrong with my body intake..
my body is getting weaker..falling very ill..
whatever food goes in..will come out more than what i eat..

i asked god "why is this happening to me?"
everytime daddy has to go court for the divorce thing
everything seems worst for me the next day..
im not sure how long can i can make it through..

i dont know why am i here for..
i dont know who am i living for..
i dont know where my life is heading
i dont know when i am getting out of this..
i dont know when will my family be back together again..
probably it never will happen..

each time i close my eyes to sleep..
i wish death would bring me away..
i wish i never had to worry..

can someone tell me when will this stop?
is anyone there when i'm shooting signals??
can someone help me stop this pain
i cant go through myself anymore..
im not this strong as i used to be..
im not brave enough to go through this anymore..
its become harder for me to smile as days pass by..
the air gets thicker by the minutes ..
the clock ticks slower by the seconds...
WHEN WILL MY LIFE END??

than i asked god again " When will this pain go away?"
When can i ever be myself again..
is church the only place i can be myself??
if it is i want to stay there forever because being at
home has me to drag my feet home..
this is not the teenage i life i wished for..
















THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT
bring me away..to some where i dont have to worry and be sad..
take me some where no body knows..