❤I'm Falling Out
words i cannot express how im cracking on the inside
here's to the one that tore my bleaking future apart
tore me into two ripped me into three.
the one i need most is the ONE who betrayed my family


so lock and load mercenaries
I see the smoke from the hilltop
they march one by one
the battled starts adversaries
we bathe in our blood
the worst is yet to come
we've reached the covenant
to kill what we have started
kill the machines
we've spawned to fight in the darkest hour

**A withered past and a blurry future,
My hearts on an auction,
It goes out to the highest bid.
So I'll hang on, never let go.
I dug this pain into my chest.***
It's dead
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose, so let me tell you the truth.
A deadly wish but it should've come sooner,
A corpse in a funeral that I would never attend.
There is a light on in the back of this house,
But you're not around, to die is to live in her head.
Last night I had the weirdest dream,
That you and I drove off the darkest streets,
Passing through these city lights,
Closure for the kids that died.

********[[[ Mother, where are you today?
You took a piece of me the day you went away,
No recollection or the smell of your perfume,
I took a piece of you the day I left the womb.
(The day I left the womb)
The best thing for me is to leave this awful town.
Please don't worry, I am doing fine.
You're much too busy to even find the time,
So use your chemicals and take this to your grave,
And daddy, how are you today?
You must be proud of the girls that you have raised.
Your withered heart, and everything it's seen,
Your cuts and callouses, you had kids to feed.
You had kids to feed. ]]] ********

So, the head lights murdered my thoughts
I curse this taste that's on my tongue
This taste will last until I rip it out
No, I won't need these gloves
Her bones are withered away
But her ghost will remain
So keep my casket closed
My heart beats under the floor
It haunts you in your dreams
And nothing's as it seems

If I could take you somewhere,
I'd take you to the darkest place,
scatter you in art forms, admire the whore
beauty in different ways, your hands on picture frames
your eyes in the glass wear your face as a mask

***Now you wait, like the drug,
like the change in the pain it goes on for so long
And oh, how it hurts in the worst way,
now that you're gone, it's so wrong, it's so wrong.***

End transmission
The satellites are down
I need an earthquake
To shake this pity
Off the ground
Just don’t trust these liars at the door
Kill the ones that have these answers for
I fell so hard that I'm killing myself
Out of this grave that I've dug
And that fateful day
I found who I was
So fill this hole with my prescriptions
I just keep feeding my addictions

I cannot change you
you'll never change
I never would expect to break this in the end

So grab this statement
And read between the lines
I'm walking on an edge
That's how I stay alive
I need a fix now
The pills I have to take
It helps me live a lie
and blinds all my mistakes

before I die
I will have seen it all
the mountains I have climbed
help me enjoy the fall

Oh the webs you weave
We are caught in the fame
the passion's dead
the life you've lead
has drown in your shame

oh the webs I weave
I am caught in this game
my passions dead
the life I've lead
has drowned me in vain

so paint my portrait
the colours of my life
and the untold stories are painted in black and white
i can hear the footsteps
that follow to my pulse
this paranoia has haunted me like a ghost

It's ripping me and tempting me
To give you this gun
But all the time that you have lied
I've known what you done
A liar that blinded my eyes
Covered them with ribbons
I know a liar a that blinded my eyes
But my flesh always gives in






"I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts me
I know that this will break me
I know that this might make me cry
You gotta say what’s on your mind, on your mind
I know that this will hurt me
And break my heart and soul inside
But I don’t wanna live this lie"