❤so fill this hole with my prescription, i just keep feeding my addictions
i maybe feeling down but that
doesnt mean i've given up..
i've gotta a war to fight..i wont give up
so soon but awhile more. my flesh cant
stay for long..

tempting to feed back my old addictions
with prescriptions labeling
- Path To Death -

well penknives are calling me
medicine cupboard is calling me

what else.. the ROOFTOP is calling me
damn..its hurting my head..

made plan
so all ways are fair..

eat mountain of pills -> slash my wrist
then JUMP OFF.. (:

well what a cool plan..
someone had done it somehow..

the truth came out i found myself
wrapped around it ribbons and strings
the liar blinded me, deafened me
kept me in a dark dark place..
i wanna bring her there..
let her feel the horror there.
not knowing what is next
whats the next step..
which path which sign
not knowing where..


Death told me a few years he'll take me away
from the mass pain i gone through
2 to 3 years from than..I want to leave the
web i weaved. the passion's gone the faith is wearing
thin.. I've never been so alone I've never felt so insecure
And now I don't know where I'm going
In my life now, I'm not so sure..

Lost and broken ,hopeless and lonely.
Smiling on the outside and hurt beneath my skin.
My eyes are fading, my soul is bleeding.
but i'll try to make it seem okay..
now my mind is an open book, now my heart is an open wound,
now my life is an open soul for all to see.
so you come along, i push you away,
Then kick and scream for you to stay.
cause I need someone to help me..

im awakening in the shadows once again

I got your letter, read that mom was gone
I never thought that dad would ever lose his mind
I haven't slept it seems like all week long
And I've prayed a thousand times
I held this letter in my hand
and start to shake then wonder is the end
is this the end? I took for granted
all the things you've given me
I say this is the end. I'll raise my fist
Shout and scream, I wont resist this life
Become the dream

I remember waking up on empty shelves
In empty rooms, in lifeless skys
In lifeless skies, in empty shells
I remember when I used to
be my own self
I remember when i was so young
and wake up so lost now

In this darkness am I faithless
Am I heartless am I soulless
In this silence and this violence
Look I'm lifeless look I'm soulless
This darkness am I voiceless

i'm in hell.
Laughing in my misery.
The desperate fade to black and it suits me well.
in a world where we all just waste away and suffer,
In a place you cry for today.
Love, silence, and fade away.
Darkness, darkness, and decay.
A scarlet kiss and what to say.

--------

I saw the truth, mom's a whore.
I saw the mark as she passed through the door.
I saw the truth, you're a whore.
Distill the scene and don't lie to me no more.
So what's killing you?
Is it the demon inside?
Look out you're turning blue..
A suffocating lie.
To wake up she fucks the pain. (Wipe those tears away.)
She wears make-up to hide the shame. (Wipe those tears away.)
Her sanity rides low and self esteem won't grow.
Tonight she'll miss and all she knows, and all she knows, all she knows is bliss.
Her black eyes filled with the love she wrote:
"I'm not insane, I'm sorry I have to go."
These walls are painted red, she put a bullet in her head.
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye is all she said.
YOU'RE ALL I'VE GOT
-Bliss by Adien

Burn Your Friends
Living is easy
With your eyes closed by and by.
Do you wake up, do you wake up and cry at night?
The evil inside that breaks right through the light,
With hard times and long goodbyes.
Take me into your dark dream
and scream so loud this place fills with misery
Suffer the kiss
And take me out alive.
We're those things that you despise
(We will sing)
We're the suffering alive
Burn Your Friends
Shadows and hearts
In which to carry your rue aloud
Can you believe we are the shock of existence now?
Something's a miss, and this generation has been found.
We're brought to the underground.
Waste me to your dark dream
And taste me until all I see
A thousand sparks
We fake love futility.
I see the rain.








(im not emo just unhappy)

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