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Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ❤
❤do i make a difference if im dead or not?

its been a week i guess..
well nothing in spectacular.
tired as ever, feeling blue as ever.

dont want to live for today nor tmr.
i just want to walk away from the world.
i dont want to say much anymore.


maybe its true one has its limits.
im pushing myself too much to care
to bother. really wonder do i make a difference
in anyone's life like weather im there or not no one knows
when i speak to anyone i dont feel the same.
i dont feel me anymore. its just not there..
nothing feels the same. i know im not me anymore.


everything changes.
so does the weather.


so maybe i should just die.


i really cant see why so this world needs to have secret?
dont you see it less secret, less trouble?

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Sunday, May 4, 2008 ❤
❤Leavin'

Told him that I'm leavin' never looking back again
I've found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making me cry, No more them gray skies

We flying on a g-5, g-5


Three things Im taking away with me

- Kinship
- Friends and
- Love

learned this three things from a friend..
never to look back. Found someone who does it better.

well nevertheless i wanna say sorry to someone. but i guess
he showed attitude to my friend, forget it. maybe he should just die.
OH WHATEVER!


yesterday service was a dragggggg! well bought the shirt Brandon wanted
from TopMan when we went for dinner on tues.. well he super paisei la..LOL
that look on the face was OH HAHAHAHAHA!!! LOLS!

i want to get the TopMan Elmo shirt. damn cute and the ghost buster one..
Mannnn.. should go to Old C.H.
had the weirdest dream ever! my ai ai and the girl i dont like were together
and i felt like puking., OH GOD! how disgusting..well too, this few days im getting
dejavu and its scary.

Daddy Yankee Rock!
if he ever comes to singapore
YAY MAN! im going to get his tickets!
hahas..oh well..


damn...somethings wrong again..now its money!
fuck i spent over 200++ on dunno what in a day..
damn it! i think i over spent already. I NEED MONEY!
cannot keep on spending money like that.
LOLS! im in deep shit. fucking hell!

this fucked up!
oh well.
shit.
crap.
bullshit.
pissed.
blues.
Clothes!!! (: (: (: (:\
SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!


b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y




That Girl ❤

} Laura {
Scene Kid as you may say.
Not happy with anything here then FUCK OFF
★ 17 going on 18 - 25091991 I Dont Bite, I'm Friendly And I Smile Alot! Everything here is COPYRIGHT

Self Declaration ❤

I LOVE M. SHADOWS ❤

I LOVE ZACKY VENGENCE ❤

I LOVE SYNYSTER GATES ❤

I LOVE REVEREND ❤

I LOVE JOHNNY CHRIST ❤

I LOVE AVENGED SEVENFOLD ❤

I LOVE Chocolates ❤

IMMA BITCH ❤

GAYS ARE HAWT!❤


Wishes ❤

❤Money
❤IPod Classic 80gig
❤TICKETS TO A7X!❤ [came true ((: ]
❤To see Avenged Sevenfold in U.S.
❤My Name Tattoo
❤Avenged Sevenfold bad logo tattoo
❤Good Drummer
❤Murdered in The Mosh
❤Dye my hair PALE BLONDE with lotsa extension ((:

Verbal Diarrhea ❤

Don't be a bitch and think you know me.
Leave the name your parents gave you.



Music ❤



Beautiful People ❤

♥ nikki_the wildest girlfriend ❤
♥ rachael_the sweetest girlfriend ❤
♥ priscilla_the random girlfriend ❤
♥ yixian_the mental girlfriend ❤
♥ jasper_rubber friend! ❤
♥ shawn_the skinny ❤
♥ alex_the skinner ❤
♥ daniel_the sweet one ❤
♥ gavin_the BEST BOY FRIEND ❤
♥ kevin_the insilent irritant pest ❤
♥ shu qi_the lovliest ❤
♥ an qi_the big mama ❤
♥ carol_the wonderful baby ❤
♥ benson_da ge ❤
♥ benedict_er ge ❤
♥ benjamin_san ge (the money man) ❤
♥ alexendrea ❤
♥ darren_the joker ❤
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