❤Nothing's broken. Still apart of everything We do.
maybe one day i'll see her.

well ytd, was kinda hip hop style..
fuck it failed i wasn't feeling comfortable.
prefered skinnys still. well. everything is
going well la. dont worry. still miss HER alot.
but its better than she has to suffer.

everything still remains, nothing is broken (:
its still sad. cant stop thinking how noisy it was like
when she was still around. some one at the door,
she'll be there to bark like nuts. but in the friendly way.
friendliest dog you'll ever find in the neighbourhood.

moving on but, she's some thing that will always
remain close to our heart and memories.


i think its getting kinda emotional..





moving on,
well i guess its time to find another job
but im kinda fucking lazy too work.
damn it. fuck it. wished i had went to study
bum shit ass hole. i'm in need of a rich boyfriend
so i need not work. well it suck working fuck.
well fuck even more. okay. i'm getting really annoyed!
FUCK THE ENTIRE WORLD! shit!
what is wrong with me..i just dont want to work.
but i need cassssshhh! damn fucker..



okay before all hell breaks loose i better end here.
see ya'll soon!

❤1998 - 2008

1998 - 2008
16 june 1998 - 26 june 2008

Sweetest Dog I've ever known
tyler was just a baby when i first saw her.
Blink of an eye, she left me without me seeing her.

Tyler,
I'm sorry i wasnt there to see you off.
I'm sorry i hadn't had enough money to bring you to the vet.
I'm sorry for all the things i did not do for you.
I'm sorry i let you down.

you know i loved you from the start i knew you.
you meant more than anything in the world i had.
you were the one that cheered me up with your naughty
lil toys and silly acts you do. Your death is a shock and the
hardest i ever knew. I don't know how i will cope without
you at home. Will i see you in heaven? The pics i took of you,
reminds me the shock i saw you in my room since day one till today.
your life was implanted into mine. and all the things we did reminds
me what we did together as owner and dog. To the park jogging,
tickling you, hugging you, lugging you, kissing your lil head, feed you with treats..
getting you your birthday present, playing fetch but you never came back with the bone.
throwing you in the air and catch you, carrying you when we go down to get
food to eat. bath you. and trimmed your hair, clip your hair and did a dog fashion.
took photos of you. if you never left i'll never cry.

it made my heart ache so much when you did not want to eat nor drink.
it made it so pain i just wanted to avoid you so much, but not knowing
you need me so much to be by your side im sorry i did not see you leave.





So this is it.
Rest in Peace.
Love and Remember you always.
Sweetest dog in my life.
I'll See You Soon Someday.
My Last Words To You.
I Love You, Sweet Pea.
Sweet Memories Remains.





Laura.

❤without make up horror!

❤1 minute silence







I LOVE YOU!

❤Check this shit
bbq was a success but the food was nice...
well.. ben and matt were incredibly twisted.
im sorry if you guys read this but is true..
well matt you did not buy me for 20cents
you're a bitch..im priceless.. mannnnnn..
gay ass..well had a fun day ytd..hahahs

went home at 7..buai tahan! tired!!
feeling isnt quite right!!
WELL

everytime i see him..OH MAN!! I SMILE A LOT
TO MYSELF.. he's just too cute.. hahas..oh well..

saw a monkey when i was walking home..mannn!!
this guy was actin\g like one..damnn cant stop laughing..

there's this joke from matt bout LUCIFER WAS SCARED!!
man!!


one day this gay died..but he was a good gay..
so he went up to heaven than he saw st.peter,
so st peter took pity on this gay who didnt wanted to die
and let him into heaven, well he took his bunck of keys and
walked the gay to Heaven's Gate. While walking St Peter dropped
his keys, so he bend down and picked his keys as he was doing that,
the gay couldnt control his needs he jumped on St Peter and got a scolding.
so the continued walking. second time St Peter dropped his keys again,
St Peter had to bend down to take his keys, once again, the gay jumped on him.
this time St Peter said if he did it again he'll go to hell......
so they carried on walking..Once again St Peter dropped his keys, the gay REALLY
couldn't control IT. so he pounced on to St Peter. this time he really got mad,
sent the gay into Hell..(hell got fire).. well few years later St Peter went to hell
to see whats going on in Hell, to his surprise Hell had no fire, so he saw Lucifer
under a blanket and went up to him and ask why are you hiding under the blanket??
Lucifer replied "try picking up firewoods"



hahas..dont get it, means you're dumb!!!
LOL!!

❤Neo's camp
YAY finally. i'll start blogging.. okays.
well camp's over. but overall not very exactly fun la.
but still enjoyable. just that the school is damn huge alot of
running to do. and thats the last thing i wanna do.


well the performance was great till one part where jasmine tye
was on, my eye felt damn heavy, practically i freaking dosed off.
like wow like wow.. after the campfire.. HUGE PROBLEM!!
well the gates cant be opened until eleven. and my last train home
is at 11.20.. well but we all got out eventually. cause we had primary
school kids that needed to go home. MUAHAHAHAHA! thank god for that.
well i was dead tired! slept the whole of yesterday just woke up to eat lunch
and pop a lolli in my mouth. and im back to bed! like a dead pig. damn! 7.30
my aunts came. pizza time. i still couldnt wake up. no noise or movement my cuz
did woke me up. i was aching all over. no mood to scream. Oh Low..
when i woke up went to bath, dinner was ready! HADNT HAD GOOD FOOD IN TWO DAYS!
well, the home made pizza i whack almost every thing! man! than i my dad watched
prison break marathon till dawn i was the last to sleep. like at 7 am i went to bed and
wide awake at 11. dang its so dumb.! and now my eyes are closing.

you are gonna ask am i that hungry? no! i need to recoup all the losses i made!
with the little food they gave and all that running. oh man! thats was like worse
in jail! danggggggg!! i swear i almost went insane! i was cracking too! well..
ask me why did i sleep so much.. sat night slept at 3.30 cum 4. okayyy woke up at 6.
tell me with ppl laughing so loud how do you expect me to not be tired? and anyways
havent slept so long since i started work! man i had one of a leave from work.
IM QUITING THIS JOB! its driving me terribly insane man! NUMBERS! and more numbers!
damn its kinda scarring me right now.

❤Im Back
one of the nicest show i watched this year.

The Chronicals Of Narnia ; Prince Caspian

MANNNNN!! damn nice!! BEN BARNES is SOOOOO HOT!!


this song is also nice.. amazingly i could fall for this song

		http://www.mp3lyrics.org/LJmn
It started out as a feeling Which then grew into hope Which then turned into a quiet thought Which then turned into a quiet word And then that word grew louder and louder Till it was a battle cry I'll come back when you call me No need to say goodbye Just because everything's changing Doesn't mean it's never been this way before All you can do is try to know who your friends are As you head off to war Pick a star on the dark horizon and follow the light You'll come back when it's over No need to say goodbye You'll come back when it's over No need to say goodbye Now we're back to the beginning It's just a feeling and no one knows yet But just because they can't feel it, too Doesn't means that you have to forget Let your memories grow stronger and stronger Till they're before your eyes You'll come back when they call you No need to say goodbye You'll come back when they call you No need to say goodbye

i simply love this song!!
LOL!



well its been abit since i blogged.
alot to catch up. haha! but im not saying it out.
well life has been rather mundane and a roller coaster..
but its A-O.K. but somethings in life just dont change.
Memories.
when the day come that you'll forget your memories,
it'll be good, so you can forget all painful memories..
and also you cant remember ytd..
but if its about to happen to you its kinda scary too.
like going to forget the ones you love and once loved..

jeremy and andy has left the company..
oh man down with some irritating NTU or NUS student
on some dumb attachment, he's so irritating! he's like so cold with
his lame jokes and he keeps throwing me all the dumb shit work..
bloody jacker!! LOL!!!


oh well NEO's CAMP!!!!!!!!!


the camp cheer is so AH BENG AH LIAN!!!
HOKKIEN DE EH!!!

LOLS!!

(NEOS OEI!) OIE!
(NEOS OEI!) OIE!
(NEOS OIE!) SAT! SAT!

NEOS EH DA PO WA JIN YANDAO EH, YIO DI SA SI
NEOS EH ZHAR BO WA JIN YIU XIU EH, YIO DI SA SI
WA NANG SI NEOS PRAYER WARRIOR EH
WA NANG SI NEOS PRAYER WARRIOR EH
SIAM JI BI AH
SIAM JI BI AH
SA!


2345678
HEYYYYYYYYYYY CAMP NEOS! OOOOH AAAAAHHHH
I WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING FOR...(C'MON C'MON)

THIS SO CUTIEEEEE!!
LOLoh wells.. once camp is over, i'll put up the pics and vids i took..
this year AZ zone will grow and go up to another level!

21 days of prayer has started!
well PRAYER WARRIOR BRACE YOURSELF!
WE ARE GOING IN, INTO THE SPIRITUAL REALM.
DONT MISS IT. ONCE YOU MISS IT, YOU'LL MISS IT.
AND THE REST WILL CARRY ON WITH OUT YOU :)






signing off with faith
laura