❤Help me Sleep without your memory
i think i made a very bad decision.
its poundering my mind. its worst than
a headache. what have i done to deserve this?
what did i do to get this in return. the past week,
thinking to myself, did i brought this upon myself?

i suck at everything. i hate myself.
i hate everything i've become!
i hate what i done. i hate my decisons!
i wished i'd just die!

even if any of you read this shit.
dont call me i wont entertain any calls.
i wont entertain anyone's call.
im done talking all that i've gotta say.
im dont care what i am in anyone or
everyone's eye. i dont care.
i really dont.

I DONT NEED SYMPATHY!
I DONT NEED COMPASSION!
I DONT NEED PITY(S)

if you hate me, say it to my face.
dont go behind my back saying
things bout me. BESIDES. look,
whose the slut? i'm still a virgin
UNLIKE YOU! WHORE!
sleeping with every boyfriend you have!
hope you have aids! die bitch die!!
hope you get fucked till you rot!
ROT WITH AIDS!!

Since IM YOUR "BIGGEST THREAT" to you
give me a break. im not the one whose hard up
for someone to fuck..im not codependant. =)
i dont need to have a man to feel big.
if you find it offensive, im sorry. at least i dont
go behind other ppl's back and tell them their
friends "OMG!! SHE'S A SLUT" and blah blah blah..
blabber and blabber.. stop being a gossipmonger la.!
no life issit?? dont you know the whole world hates you??
no wonder, i know why.. you're just jealous. and you got
no friends. but you dont have to GO BEHIND EVERYONE'S
back bitching bout them.

if you want to throw something in my face
DONT THROW LIKE A BITCH!
HARDER MAN!! THROW HARDER.
and get the correct information before
"slapping" someone. stop being dumb.
everyone is laughing behind your back!
dont make yourself a laughing stock!
i was surprise that ***** told me that you
went all the way to bitch bout me for no
reason so everyone would talk bout me.
guess what.. im not what you think i am
im not a shallow as you. im not as dumb
as you. like i say, if you want to throw
something in my face to insult me infront
of my friends. FIND SOMETHING BETTER!
SOME HARD PROOF I "CAT FIGHTED" WITH YOU
if not fuck off and die. Please if you think im so
free to fight with you, i'd rather sleep. cause you're
a small fly to me. one flick of a finger. i make
sure the rest of your life will be hopeless =)
you know it what i say i can do. im not afraid
if your so called boyfriendS you fucked with
is from gang..ahhhhh whatever!! WHATEVER!!!
Pai kia?? kannasai la! you?? you're just a slut
in line, queing waiting for HIV. wow.. i am so no
surprised. well whatever seriously.
you can fuck the barks of the tree..
SHAMELESS SLUT!!!!!!!!!!


yours truly
laura.