❤if life isnt good enough?
hey guys, im back.
i know some of you have been tring to contact me.
ya. kinda problematic last of whole week.


well this week is a new week, there'll be lots of stuff going on still!
reasong for why i havent been blogging is still because of tyler.
stilll feeling sad bout what happen.
why do bad things have to happen??
fuck this world!

well..

i dont care.
since i cant change what have happen,
i'll change what i know thats gonna happen,
imma gonna do something that'll change me la
i feel life isnt all bout love.


i'll be a free girl from two to three years from now.
in somewhere i can have freedom.
do what i wanna do. and something i've always wanted to be.
i need not remember all the hurt that have been through,
nothing to lose, all gained.


anyways last week have been going out with ben matt and rach
for i dunno how many days.. 3-4 days.. thats lots of going out
shit!

i needa stay home more. daddy is kinda angry with me
and everyone is too! hahas
im not saying la but its damn lame. oh low....


need a lots of money..

im on my own now.
this walk is between me and satan.
for all the things he did to me.
im gonna burn him so bad.
He can play God now. but the day
i walk out of my misery, is the day he dies!











my ans to my title; Its To Change!