❤20th September
cant wait for 20th sep to come.
NO WORRIES NOTHING TO DO WITH MY BIRTHDAY!
(psssst. 25th sep okay okay)
oh well. NO!
hmm. im going to homeclub for some gig
rachael and i are going, going to ask
cassie, claire, kevin and sam if they wanna go
cause i wanna SEE HAWTSTUFF. ((:

btw backbeat is also performing. ((:
yay! oh well. hmm than on the 26th
im going to work for F1 race thing.
oh well clash with the day i wanna
go acid crue to do my tattoo.
SHANE HORINAKA coolest tattooist
ever seen! yesyesyes!

It not FAIR
im not perfect.
im not a perfect daughter, friend, HUMAN!
i can be really stubborn and hard to deal with.
i know im ignorant, uncouth(at times), demanding,bad tempered,
saying/do things i want, go against my parents will.
I can be a whole lot of nuisense

who doesnt have their flaws?

i made my mum and dad cried a whole lot.
coming home late, making mum and pap worry for me
i get into trouble with many things.
i lied, i stolen, got arrested, fought in fights,
hurt my family and friends with things i shouldnt say.
make them cry. i can be a real nightmare

im remorseful and regretful for everything.
im not perfect. and im trying my best to change!
im willing to forgive.

but i think i rather forgive than to revenge and hurt ppl again,
im done fighting, im done revenging, cause even if i want to say
things into your face. the strength of my words are going to hurt
you and i dont want to do all this. So i wish you'd stop talking
behind my back or try to poke me in the guts to insult me just
because you are jealous/aggorant/bitch/behemoth or for whatever reason.
i dont know. what did i do to you. if i were to insult you, i have
a million thing to say more than you got to say bout me.

SO...to err is to be human
i DO NOT deserve all this shit!
i deserve to be happy!
I DO!
so here is a big and nice




FUCK YOU _|_
here go a lil something.

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y