❤Time to MOVE ON.
its been long.

well i had time to think over
what im going to do in life.
Am i going to stay this way
for next few months of my life?

i dont know. im just so tired
of life. i dont know what is what
no more. Love is just something
i walked pass it. im over everyone.
SOMEONE asked me what is love to me now?

now its bullshit. i cant feel.
and im afraid. when i see HIM,
my heart beats real fast. but
when i think of him, i dont know..
i dont feel it. maybe im not meant
to love. FUCK IT.

well. im happy and not happy
the way i am living now.

=(

Who am i?? you made me.
When you left, you took everything,
but memories.

he left with memories for me to
rmb. memories that hurt. memories
that make me cry. memories that i
rmb i used to love you and always have.
moments that wasnt meant to last.
to america with your big dreams.

open the box that i kept photos.
looking back at the past. i had fun.
you had fun. we had. all that we had
was once a part of me. but now it seem
so far. the nights i spent with you,
haunted my dreams again. why did you
have to call me? cant you just leave me
to live my own life. you moved on.
but maybe the time i thought of you,
you were so charming. even though
the time we were together was only 8 mnths 09 days.
friendship of 6 yrs. was hard to maintain.

when you made the decision to leave.
i was forced to let go. i wonder how
can you be so good at hurting someone
with words that would kill them a lil
inside. I HATE YOU. i could have not
been bothered bout you. WHATEVER.

thanks for tearing me into two
and ripping me in to three.
all that you ever do.
you have what you want.
leave me alone...









EVERYONE! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE....
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