im working to be very fair!!!
and still is working very very hard ((:
bestfriends!!
well im fugging lazy to take photo ytd
at the gig. fuggin fugging lazy! and retard
man!! had a good day.. and a crappy one..
it was better when jonathan came and started
all bitchy and stuff.. he's too cute for a bi..
(if you are a HOMOPHOBIC, please go to the top
and look for the X sign at the top right hand corner
and fucking click on it!)
best part when i ask him, "do you know whose
matthew lush aka GAYGOD?????"
he dont!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hear the shatter
of my heart at woodlands man! he's soooooo hot!
okay enough... yeah
im really pissed at myself?? like fuggin pissed?
pisssed till i cant breath.. is this all that result
to what had happened ytd? wtf? everything
i worked and done for comes down to a
disappointing result? KANINABEICHAOCHEEBYE!!
its so fugging disappointing! like its like not
happiness is just a hairflip away!
*snap snap snappiety snappiety snap*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I DONT NEED YOUR PITY! I HATE YOUR PITY!!!
DONT EXPECT ME TO HAPPY FOR YOU!
YOUR TRUTH IS A DECEPTION MEANT TO
POISEN ME!! WHEN YOU ARE BROKEN,
YOU'RE BEAT DOWN....
SEE YOU IN HELL NOW, SEE YOU IN HELL NOW!!!
So here's my last goodbye,
this nightmare ends,
you're asleep now, get up.
I set my friends on fire.
I know I've lost control,
I see you've lost your smile as this life takes its toll.
But now, after all, can you just forget?
But now, after all, what do you got to show for it?
Don't cry to me oh baby
Your future's in an oblong box, yeah
Don't cry to me oh baby
Should have seen it a-comin' on
Don't cry to me oh baby
I don't know it was in your power
Don't cry to me oh baby
Dead-end girl for a dead-end guy
Don't cry to me oh baby
Now your life drains on the floor
Don't cry to me oh baby
Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling
Just shut your pretty mouth
I'll be seeing you again
I'll be seeing you in Hell...
Just one more kiss to soothe the pain exists,
In a world of lies. Misery take my shame alive.
When everything fails a violent death, the smile you gave.
Visit me in hell tonight, and say:"If love exists, I will fall."
A last fire will rise behind those eyes
Black house will rock, blind boys don't lie
Immortal fear, that voice so clear
Through broken walls, that scream I hear
"Wake the ones and rise tonight
Fallen souls we shine so bright
Rise now and ever
forgotten memories
life is not fair and im not saying it should be!
YOU SUCK! HERE GOES A PRETTY
FUCK YOU__
