Sunday, October 19, 2008 ❤
❤i'll start feeding all my addictions
just came back from ghey's bbc..
bloody hell. had a fucking bad fall!
anyways, before we wnet skating, i was in ghey's house
playing his drum set, went quite well, than we decided
to go play skate board, well of course, i havent been playing
it for a long time, i got rusty, and took the wheeeeeel,
ended in a bad fall. fuck! 5 fall! my neck elbow back and wrist hurt!
and beyond the skin my heart hurts. )):
im so fucking pissed at myself!
if i could choose, i'd choose
not to give him my number and
never to know him. Tell me his
not a playa, and now he's one.
so jerk, if your're reading this,
YOU SUCK! I HATE YOU TO THE BONE!
RMB THIS! WHAT GOES ROUND COMES ROUND,
THIS IS KARMA!
Buried myself alive.
You almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst linesyou almost made me cry again this time
another false alarmred flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me
gonna have to ask
I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that
with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you
right where I want you
right where I want you
right where I want you
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way (your own way)
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that (I guess it's ok I puked the day away)
nicer than that (I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way)
and if you want me backyou're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer
nicer
b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y
