Wednesday, November 5, 2008 ❤
❤cause everyone needs love.
Find myself in the deepest corner, of the darkest hour.
I find all the pieces i broke, tried mending it,
but seems that all i've done, its all in vein. well i see to be eating the whole day, seriously.
i have to go on a diet before my bbq.
well nikki rach xian and me have opened a end-year bbq.
its open to everyone and anyone.
love the sentence,
" I'm sure we'll wake up dead, but I still love her.
Hold your hand with mine, in this picture perfect light,
there's one last chance for us.
Tonight, I hold your hand with mine, so everything is fine."
if only someone would tell me this. i'd be glad.
cause everything is happening so fast.
it feels like "GOODBYE I'M FALL FAST!"
i need some one to tell me this so i can breathe for a minute.
"If a quick and painless death
came and meant something so much more
than all the rest,
hold my hand and don't forget to breathe
there's nothing left for you,
there's nothing left to leave.
On three we're jumping from this ledge
this buildings tall
I'm sure we'll wake up dead
but I'll still love you. "
my face is diguised in a veil of fear.
well i've been pondering on what would it be like
for me to be when i grow up.
im afraid. im scared.
i know i wont be able to survive in such
hypocritical society.
I dont wann sit and watch my heartbeat fade with every breath.
I watched my lips turn blue, my eyes went cold and all,
I felt the panic and tried to breathe. Is this happening?
a picture worth a thousand words.
it meant so much to me, even if i got a tattoo to my wrist,
its a feeling that cant be missed.
i know my scars wont heal tonight,
i know memories never dies.
Society sink their teeth and bite the blood,
that drains the life inside of me,
that fills their soul with love and hate,
and all those things they need to breathe.
My body dies but still my soul remains eternally,
in search of Caspian waves and shallow graves explain why me?
I know it's all just a bad dream now.
So now midnight's here. i"m all alone.
They use this fear. It's all just a bad dream.
And I can't seem to...Wake up from this.
i feel broken.
it seems i'm lying dead from dreaming,
covered head to toe in blood.
i wanna be drunk for night, so i dont have to sober.
b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y
