❤a tale of two person
Mervyn cut his hair. yeah. kinda disappointing..
cause my idol just cut his hair sooooooo freaking short!!
and its sad! no more hawks up!! its hair down )):

next one.
I DONT BELIEVE I PULLED THROUGH
5 DAYS OF THE ASIA CONFERENCE. Prais the Lord!

next..
im confuse between zz said bout the guy, ____y and OTHER weird one!
i hate hang messages. get straight to the damn point. but like i even care..
but i've been thinking more bout ____y.. cause he's more spiritual. but
pig that aside. i really dont know!!!!
X)

next..
i laughed so much today, i think im going to die of laughter..
inside joke! a funny one too. those that went for the wake (nothing to do with it)
had a good laughing time! ((: im glad i went!

next..
my mind is whirling, as in.. im so tired till i even think im walking on air..
and when the train is infront of me, my body is moving to side when im at the platform!
and im getting short tempered and i cant type for nuts! dammit. what the pig!

next..
i think very sooooon.. i'll die. die of all that gavin crapped with me!
btw, ALEX SEETOH the smelly toe is back! yay! i've got a skinny
bouncer to walk me home again!!!! yay yay yay! at last! and i've got many many
sea shells. and i dont know why.....? i think imma paint them and stick
it on alex's nose, face, eyes. mouth and MOOBS! ((: hahas. oh well.
he's sick so he cant send me home)): get well soon. he's very sick )):
fuck. i thought we could hangout on wed, by then i'll regain my energy((:
but he's not feeling good. nvm i've got maybe 2 years here so i'll treasure
my boy bestfriendS! and my lovely carol tooooo! i miss you girl!!!

and also my true true true girlfriends!!!
i love you babes!!

well pretty much my life today is insane. i laughed like a mad person today
almost fell to ground cause i cant control my leg. im f-ing'sane!
and today one indian guy in the train keep looking at me. im not racist but
yeah seriously its annoying that ppl keep looking at me and a dumbfuck guy
asked me for my number cause he said im cute. and im like i dooooo not associate
myself with the word cute and i told him attached. oh my god!! !%#$^&*!
he's not bad looking but.. seriously.. f-off man!
you've got a drop dead hideous gorgeous look!
really! oh my!! and ask if i was waiting for my bf to come fo the prom..
im like er... no? why do i wanna go to a prom in jeans and jacket? and in the
first place why the heck do i even wanna go to a damn prom?? yeah!

an answer for SOMEONE whose probing me,
why i dont wanna go into a ______________ :
rahhh. hais.. so much thinking till i think its scaring me and i dont have
the courage to go into anymore _______________ yeah. i've no energy
for that. as much as i wanna find a stable boyfriend, im gonna break down too!
for as much as i know, i think im going to void that for a very long time...
im so used to being with myself almost a year now, doing my stuff alone. its
gonna be weird if someone just step into my life. i think i've turned into a freak!
im feel scared of myself at times too.

i've been quieter. Like more introverted. I've always been an obvious extrovert,
drawing my energy from the people around me, and I used to HATE being alone.
But after a year now, I've become much more withdrawn
and I'm starting to prefer spending time alone.
I used to be quite the hyperactive kid, going crazy
and doing stupid things on a regular basis, but now..lifeless..kid.

i can predict, its gonna be a dull week for me this week.
so if you happen not to receive my msg, replies from msn or f-ster,
please do not bug me! i'll be very annoyed! yeah.. do not prob who
are the ppl i never mention names, i'm not obligated to tell you.
so if you really wanna know, please jump down 13 stories high!

seriously, you really wont wanna piss me off.. cause im not in a very
good mood, and im pmsing like a bitch! yeah. yeah..

but overall i had a disturbing day. very disturbing one.
gross too. shyt and all. eww what the pig man! but yeah

im going to retire to bed before i pass away, my head is spinning
and i feel im walking on air. my eyes are drooping . its tearing too.
yeah.

P.S. screw alex for being sick.. eat more grass, it'll make you healthier
and also the faster you get well the faster you can send me home.
my house is begining to be very unsafe. with all the ____ around,
i get no peace. so noisy and nonsense-ishful! yeah. get well soon!
for the record, i miss you alex!! get well soon!


Goonight loves and eyeball fluid dreams to ya'll.

its late. gavin if you're reading this, please go sleep.
i dont want you to die of not sleeping. fyi two days
you've not been sleeping! i cant stay up anymore longer
to accompany you my friend. tooooo tired!! -hugs- sleep now!