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Monday, December 29, 2008 ❤
❤Canada to India

Damiane is going from canada to india for a "class trip"
like wth? i was laughing on the phone soooooooo hard.
he was whining how racist he was.. hahhas. gay fucker!

well.
today is rather a gloomy tired day for me.

























just another passerby...

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Sunday, December 28, 2008 ❤
❤if you see your name or anything you will do, TAG!!

Rule #1
People who have been tagged must write their answers on
their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question
formulated by themselves.

Rule #2
Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person
whom they were tagged by continue this game sending it to other people.

1.Do you have secrets?
- yeah, but no one knows all i guess?

2. Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you?
- no, even how mature he is, NO

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
- yeah. cause i cant go. fuck that!

4. What if your ex-crush got jealous over you all of a sudden ? How will you react?
- tell him thats his problem suck it if he wants..

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- no, he's gross.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- I'd rather be loved by someone. At least I'm not the one that's gonna get hurt. ((:

7. Will you forgive the person who played around with your feelings?
- hmm the thing is, should i?

8. If the person you like knows you like him/her, what would be your reaction if he/she said yes?
- er.. happy and like duhh you gotta like me cause im nice!

9. Is there anything that made you extremly happy?
- money and my girlfriends

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- rich!

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- Besides my family, myself.

13. What is/are the most important thing(s) in life?
- Satisfaction.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Single and rich! As long as I have money i can travel around the world ((:

15. What your favourite colour?
- shades of black ((:

16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
- if he's a good guy.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- neither one..

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- i guess so. why let life be so bitter?

19. Will you confess to the person you like/love?
- er. no. paisei you know??

20. 5 people i'm gonna tag:
1) nikki
2) yi xian
3) pris
4) anyone
5) who breaths ((:

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

❤bid you farewell!

Farewell Sun!!
take care! see in bout 2 years again!
till church meet you again!
XPP

well today is not a good day,
rather moody but all hidden under a wide loud laughter ((:
till i was in the bus, alone, thoughts flooded my mind, but i still
am not sure what i was moody bout. or rather things dont feel the same anymore.
i feel like im drifting away from everything, introvertion is starting yet again.
i have no idea whats happening to me, i cant get to sleep, i cant eat much.
all i want to do is...stone. YAH STONE, for fuck's sakes! and i hate stoning.
fuck! what is wrong with me? i hate it. i hate everything thats happening, so bad!

rather be alone. but i had something else in mind. and no its not r/s,
please. i wanna drink and maybe REALLY drown in my nothing happened sorrow..
or maybe because things are happening around me so fast. i dont know where to start?
i dont know what to do? actually i kinda not care bout it. because im done caring..
actually idk..what the fuck?

gavvyyyyy.. help daddy ask me to wake up at 9 FUCKING A.M every fucking day!
dammit la so irritating.. actually than again i dont care, he's at work, i'll off my phone.
he cant do anything. neh neh ni boo boo! XP dumbass.

well today was also a rather long yet short day. =.=
idk it feels that way. stupid. i think i going to play hotel 626 now..
scare the living shit out of me. fuck i hate horror games. but im
really bored. darren went to sleep already. gavin is mia-ing now.
and fei is idk where she went. "brb i go find food" so long la.
kev is watch his cartoon. so annoying. fine! i shall go play the shit game now.
bye bye.

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

❤tonning

heheh!
nikki: im not angry no worries ((:
gavin: if my hater is there, HELL YES, IM GOING! XPP
elsa: thanks for the comments, appreciated, but think they really no life.
heh heh heh..

well i tonned with nik on x'mas eve night
and someone died at clarke quay river around 5 am and we left at 5.02
freaky.. but i'd love to see the expression on andy.. i think he'd be laughing away.
but whatever. some bangala tried to hug me and nik. so sick.. and some beng sprayed
snow on me, kanasai.. alot of shit la. funny like fuck. very fun

and the weirdest thang.. i realized more than 50 ppl are asking me out on new years eve.
sorry AHHHHHHHHH im reserved already, anyways, always have been =.=
my girlfriends have reserved me for life. so try asking earlier, try harder. well
if you want to see me or whatever shit, i will be at orchard round 4 till late,

places most likely you'll see me at

orchard, somerset, bugis, dhoby and clark quay and BUSTOPS around there.
i'll be waking around, so catch me if you can. ((: ill be in crazy that night, so
happy catching me that night.

and oh yeah gavvy,,
if im not wrong i saw ming at somerset, so im guessing you were there.
and he looked lost.. =.= dont tell him i said that, he'll chew my ass. well..
well i saw ALOT of familia faces. and i think i met them before. they ring something
in my head, and i think its scary, seen so many ppl before but recognise non.. horrid
well imma go to sleep now, im swaying left and right. i think im tired. idk..
my mind is not feeling right. hahahs.

goodnight ass holes!

happy fuckin new year to you,
watch out cause im gonna bash your faces,
i know who you fucking spammers are. ((:
-evil grin- ((:

to the rest of the NICEST people i know

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
(to be)

_l_

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Friday, December 26, 2008 ❤
❤HOME

"Let me go home,
I’ve had my run,
Daddy, I’m done.
I gotta go home,
Let me go home.
It will all be all right,
I’ll be home tonight,
I’m coming back home."


im home already. faster than i thought,
and i know i was wrong in some way.
im sorry bout it. and i hope im forgiven.
i know i am. Im going to do something bout
that chance given to me. ((:
toDAY i reconcile with my dad.
toNIGHT i reconcile with my bed.
i know beddy misses me, cause no
one except me dare to sleep at such
height at home ((: duhh it has to miss me.
LOLs!

sooon i need to top up my card and reconcile with my line number.
how annoying. okay whatever it is, i need my EXcompany to give me
my fucking ass wipe pay before i take a shovel and shaft them in the
graveyard with my crude language. its rather irritating to hear the world
that had to quit by force and not getting paid fast. thats an ass excuse that
the boss is busy.. yeah so i have an ass excuse to my dad, the boss is mad
and he wants to eat our pay and lets go complain that he says no pay for us.

wow i think im in a lets-piss-someone-intentionally mood now.
cause im freaking pissed so highly doubt its my intentionally mood.
((:

goodnight for now.
forget bout tonight,
tmr will be here so soon.
and when i wake up i'll
singing the wicked witch is dead.
((:

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Monday, December 22, 2008 ❤
❤goodbye goodnight for now,

liLsaintVengeance WILL OFFICIALLY BE AWAY
FROM HER CYBER WORLD. ANYTHING JUST TAG
YOUR NUMBER AND GT PASS IT TO HER.
OTHER THAN THAT, liLsaint SAYS, SHE'LL MISS
YOU ALL.



IF NOT YOU CAN EMAIL TO
lilsaint_loserville@hotmail.com
GT will reply to you asap.
sorry if you cant get to me,
i'll try to update my blog and
let you know with my progress of being thrown out.
i'll be staying over ET's house.
((:
i love you readers.
take care.
bye spammers.
Gavin says FUCK YOU intheface.












yours truly
xoxo
liLsaintVengeance


b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Sunday, December 21, 2008 ❤
❤reply to the dumb ass-namelss-cunt

for your fucking info. please mind what you say.
im not replying to you is because i find you extraordinary
extremely childish ((; you have not fucking life, thats your fucking ass
problem. i give no shit to your ass wipe jack on faggotless shameless
spammer like you, if you think you are WOW good, fuck yourself. ((:

yeah to my readers, if i have,

i've got thrown outta the house, so im going around staying
all over my lovestruck friend's house, ((: for those who wanna
know why, dont bother, its okay, im okay. dont worry.
anything you wanna look for me, leave me your number,
and i'll msg you ((: no worries to friends ((;

Laura is surviving on her wagon of fame ((;
so dont worry at all, liLsaint is doing well,
so will laura. ((: she's doing fine. getting back
on the road of faith!

OH BTW!
in Cell Group, i won a AWARD, (not bragging)
Courage Under FIRE ((:
(wtf is that?)
okay its like(im not bragging) its like i've been through so
much if my readers knows, my parents etc and etc la. so
and i still come to church in faith, staying strong and everything.
but no. seriously. i felt proud for myself for once. really.
i've dont something to shine for God like an ass like me. ((:
so im pretty much proud. my faith is not for a faint hearted.
though i listent to satanic and etc genres to do with emo shit
and metal stuff, i still do put God near my heart though music
is something i might die for. so, yeah. ((: im proud, i've done it,
but i still aint satisfied, its just another battle won, there's a long war,
i'll fight, though at this time, being kicked out, like was ytd, saturday,
i still find myself going to church and kicking ass, i can the FUGLY devil
im not backing down, fight me till the very end, i'll fucking kick his ass.
cause 2000 yrs ago, Jesus has won the battle *coughs* WAR! so
now its X'mas. you wanna try make me backslide? TRY HARDER BITCH~!
try harder. im stronger than you think i am. i have my own mind.
though i do whatever i want, i know where i stand, i know what i am,(not everytime)
but yeah i know. im stronger then the pretty face, black clothes and a pretense,
FUCK YOU!

im much better now. thanks,
and i also wanna thank linetter for putting me up on sat night,
thanks, and sorry for the trouble. thank you
and ZZ thank you for everything, I will stand in the gap((:
and i hope there will not be rumours bout me and Shang Xuan.
i hate this, though good friends, its impossible to think otherwise.
i already love someone 2 years ago. and if he's not to long, i'll
wait here all my life for him. i maybe emotionally attach to him,
but i know, he's someone who'll take care of me, though he's not the
typa guy every good girl wants, i'm willing to forgive all the things he done.
im okay with it. im blinded by love. but i dont care. so stop makeing nonsense
because of a rumour i lost a friend once, and im not gonna loose another.
i've suffered enough with rumours, im not posting this to get attention
or whatever the shit is, to proof myself crap and shit, NO, rumours
break friendship, so i think i'd make it clear. And its not the darren tan
alice and cj cell group know, its Darren Tan Jia Wei, I Love. and never gonna
give on him, i believe through my light, he'll turn to god, and i know i'll marry him ((:

hun, if you are reading this(which i highly doubt so, cause you in camp now, so
you are sleeping cause you said goodnight to me already.) LOVE YOU BABY!
goodnight jerks, fuck you if you're a spammer, please die, thank you! ((: MUACKS!

P.S. if i cant like you up now, i'll link you soon! sorry for late replies too.
love you ppl! thank you, YOU!

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 ❤
❤chinkies

hellooooo.


okay rant rant rant.. amanda deleted her blog.
FUCK YA'LL SPAMMERS! fuck you _l_


well fuck you!
and fuck you still!


hmm. well. whatever in their face!


okay. jeremy had call me, and..
im feeeeeeeling supreme depressed..
i feel so sad. i feel 40 kinds of sadness.


well im had a reflection on my life.
he said he thinks im living life on the fast lane.
idk what he means. but i think i really have no
care in life. im not afraid of dying or living,
love or unloved, sadness or happiness.
i'm dead inside. i dare to be a bitch to everyone.
i dare to tell anyone and everyone off.
and im seriously dead over everything.


idk? im turning very zombie like..
very introverted. like a freak. i refuse
to go out. till friends shout at me, i refuse
to listen to anyone. i refuse to do anything
unless its daily or something LIKE MY ROUTINE.
other than that i think im dead. im so fucking dead.
i need school i need to do something. NO.
i need to go to so a quite place to think.


though i feel so depressed. idk what i really feel.
after watching leap years using dvd. (i know, slowwwwwwww)
i did cry. i did feel sad. but at the same time, i feel dead.
i dont know what im feeling inside. its like i wanna be loved,
but than again i wanna be my own bf/gf. what the fuck is wrong with me?


entirely i think im a freak. i hate myself. i hate everything i know.
why cant you ppl just play along with me. why tell me? why ask?
i dont know anything of whats going on. i hate it. i haaaaaaaaaaatee
all the fucking shit i hear from my dad. i hate all the shit i have to let go.
i hate all that everyone is expecting from me. i hate all of you.
i feel all the sadness at this age. wtf? is this suppose to happen?
is this meant to be my destiny? i hate feeling sad inside and pretending
happy outside. i hate all this.


i hardly use hate. im using it now because you told me bout life.
i fucking hate this!



Dead shit never stop haunting my living,
if i had a chance to turn back time, i'd never
wanna know anyone. i wont wanna go through
all this, i hate my inner trance going on...




Fuck Everything I Stand For.
Who Am I?
- I Don't Know




the fallen liLsaint.
i've been riding on my nick for very long.
im pretty tired. i need to find who i was
two years ago, but memories seem faded from photos.
i dont remember anything, i need to be laura again.
saturday i was me. i was happy, the happiness i havent
felt in months. the emotion was better than my birthday cakes
and muffins and pies. better than gold given to me. better
than money that was given to me on cny. better than presents
on x'mas. better than any colour you find in a crayon box.


but now its fading. happiness comes to stay for awhile,
while, sadness stays for very long.. i cant breathe the taste
of dead air inside of me. the plague that contributed to me by
all broken promises, i need to tear down this steadfast wall,
for restrains in my life are useless, the taste of salvation is far
from what i remembered.


im 17 and wondering in a world thats new to me.
a new world of feelings. will 18 be better? or maybe
i should just die.






though i have haters and what nots.
my life might be bitter to you, but i have much
better friends and life society than you will ever have.
i know myself than anyone else to judge.
im not perfect i have my flaws but im much more
compassionate than you'll ever be.


for ppl who dont know me, thinks im fierce,
you look at me, you get intimidated, cause i dont
smile at you cause i dont know you,
thus you tell my friends that i have a fierce look,
i'm like a demon trapped in a human body.
get to know me before you start your horrendous rant bout me.
my past maybe blissfool. my future is bleak. my present is still living.
so stop trying to put me down because of my appearance.


what you see is not what you get.


dont believe try asking my friends around me, be it
my girlfriends, my cyber friends, my bff-s, my church friends.
ask them before you fucking judge me. if you find i treat you differently,
apperantly i do, to some ignorant menapaustic coackroaches.
ask yourselves why? i did nothing to you, you did something that
makes you look like a fool, trying to manipulate me with your looks,
thinking i would be afraid of you after you saw my BLACK face, so hard
trying to intimidate me. YAH try harder. i aint afraid of you wild ass.. =.=


or for the other shytlings that thinks im fierce, you tell your friends also mine,
to tell me to not look so fierce. =.= so my friends tell me you dare not say hi,
well if i LOOK so hard to say hi at, than dont say hi. i dont need to be acknowledge
that liLsaint is here. i dont consider myself a big a shot or something, yeah. i do not
need your spastic sarcasm remarks, and your wanting to say hi. so stop your rant
bout me, kiss my ass for fuck's sakes.


b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

❤16 years..

"If you are not too long,
I will wait for you my whole life"

In love letters, most words used aren't "love"
it's "miss"..

I miss you.
i'll be waiting for you.

xoxo
Laura.

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Monday, December 15, 2008 ❤
❤adrenaline of going blonde

well today was a great day though i my girlfriend had a rather annoying friend.

oh well back to the day, i was late for the first time (i guess)
cause i was talking to shang xuan, kev and a couple of new friends,
and eating at the same time, so i forgot the put on my make up too
(Laura, are you serious?) ya i am. i forgot. so i rushed with my make up..

and than left the house to meet niks. well, went to sim lim, and i had
many ppl staring at me, for fucks sake? idk why? but thank god nik
was with me to tell them off. well cause i wasnt paying attention to stares.
im not bothered though. i got kinda used to it. hahas.

moving on,went to mos, say thing INDIE LIAN! yeah INDIE LIAN.
she had blue indie geek specs, dress like a typical skinny ah lian. =.=
i didnt notice her, was niks. she's a pretty observant young lady.
so, than i was like HUH? OH PUH-LEASE MAN! SO FUGLY CAN???
yah with a ah beng wanna be oh so cool shyt guy. i was like =.=
"are girls this days just so despo that they needa flirt with weird guys..?"
im not judging but its my view. im seeing it everywhere, maybe
because im so used to be with myself alone, im my own girl-boyfriend,
so i dont see why i need a men so thats why im saying this. hahahas.
LOL! but seriously. its happening everywhere, its scaring me.

anyhoos, lets move on.. than went to niks house!
OH MY GOD, her dog is louder than me. =.=
he barked like freaking loud like a really huge dog,
which is quite scary. but i wont deny he's cute.
i wanna go sayang him, but he looks scary, worst than darren..
no actually darren more fierce. compared to a dog, i'd die for a dog.
lol dont hate me cause you aint me. XP

well, its sad cause her dad came back and whacked the dog to ask
it so shut up, kinda a heartache for me, i felt guilty, cause i shouldnt
have gone in. really. i felt so guilty, maybe was because of tyler, i miss her.

okay okay, later i get emotional again.
than went to meet some terrance/terrenece guy friend of niks.
i think he's okay looking far from what "nerd" i expected, but rather annoying.
he first asked if i was a malay cause i spoke in malay. okay fine with that.
than he said i and nik was lesbians. LIKE HELLO! wow. im so lesbian cause
nik walked me home, and she gave me flying kiss and i gave her one back.
wow, so i must be lesbian to hug her. what concept man. nice one. i was taken back
for awhile cause i was like, you judged me before you even have any knowledge of who
and what i am. and i really hated his guts, and i think i dont quite think he's a very
nice guy. though im judging him from what he said, im pissed. but im not here to point
this fella, he's just a PASSERBY like every spammer in my blog and email. some hater,
i guess. cause im tooooooo scene for them. fuck it. yeah WHATEVER IN YOUR FACE.

than came home had a good dinner. so damn shiok!
i wonder if shang xuan will be jealous my dinner was just campbells soup.
but lunch was SUPERB! ((: i loved lunch alot. ((:

oh wellsy, enough of my bimbotic crap. im dead tired with my headache and
tired feet and lose brains yaking at my dad. laughing over a show like a nut brain.
blahh. now there are some disturbing kid thats talking to me. how irritating.
what donny guy. like whatever la. so irritating, with a irritating pic. kanasai!

oh well goodnight now.

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Sunday, December 14, 2008 ❤
❤i miss my botak baby

i wonder how are you.
i miss you, you little botak kid!
(hope you'll never see this, if not you'll kill me)
hahahs.
i wanna see you nowww,
or at least be a gentleman and wake up
and MSG ME, YOU FOOL!









rant rant rant..
can you people keep you comments to yerself?
so fucking idiotic and senseless and pathetic.
=.=. like shut up man! shut the fuck up!
shut your pathetic fucking mouth up. you think
you so bloody good looking, show us your pic la
dumkfuck. you suck, you fucking suck,
you're worst than a duck! so shut the fuck up!


you haters dont know how irritated i am right now.
so fucking lame, so fucking hilarious,
you titfaces have issues to attend to. so STFU before,
my ah lian-ness comes alive, and maybe i'll fucking
hunt you down, im not fearless, but you unleashed a
anger in me which i buried a long time ago, so be fucking afraid!














FUCK YOU,

MOTHERFUCKERS!


I FUCKING HATE YOU TOOO!


YOU FUCKERS DESERVE TO EAT

SHYT!


_l_ YOU!


b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Saturday, December 13, 2008 ❤
❤contraDICK!

dear darren,



you're sadly mistaken for my boyfriend by a 12 yr old kid,
like =.=? i wished you know. hahas. you'll be away for two weeks,
i'll be lonely and would you let this poor soul,let her mind wonder
into a world of darkness again?? okok LOL! before you kick the
shayt outta me, i was joking.

anyhooos..
to the dicky inky part.
so sick of spammers already!!

hello to passerby.

i was woken up by K.G bout your little schem bout me
contradicting myself.

basically idk who you are, cause you named yourself "passerby"
so i think either you are free or lame or mostly bored.

i doubt im contradicting myself cause, i said " SCENE KID AS YOU MAY SAY"
yah, and i claim im not. yes true. i dont deny that fact.
but the sentence scene kid as you may say, have alot 2 meaning,
either you think i am or its other ppl's view.
so i guess my bestfriend carol already say, you are contradicting yourself too.

please be carful with what you say. it makes you look dumb.
and if you gonna tag hate stuff. HAH! go ahead! i dont care..

and PUHH-LEASE... if you wanna spam or tag, USE PROPER ENG!
"ur contradicting urself u say u not a scene kid and in ur
video u claime ur not/ so arnt u saeing u r?"

what the fuck are you trying to say? sound so lame??
yeah have some basic respect by leaving your fucking name.
i dont need PASSERBY-S in my life, you pple just bring trouble.
and you ppl think you are so good in bashing ppl however you want
which i think its childish and narrow thinking.

1. i dont see whats wrong being a scene kid and not going to gigs,
2. i dont see why "ugly" ppl cant be happy together with their stead.
3. i dont see whats so skinny to be has scene trend gotta do with it.
4. i dont see why spammers say some ppl have no future... etc.
5. i dont see why spammers LOVE (and i mean LOVE) to aim at the chest.
( its sick or either you're flat ((: suck on it if you just hated what i said ((: )

yeah its just some rant thats going on in my cyber world of friends.
but seriously, dont you SPAMMERS have something else to do?
and also i have another theory.

instead of hating, why not start accepting? why be so bitter? isnt it crap?
dont you have enough of problem in your life, at least this life time? why
bring so much hatred into your saddened life?

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Thursday, December 11, 2008 ❤
❤probably its love.

SHAYT!


avenged sevenfold for life!
alesana for the winning!


im falling down,
im singing out,
Save me!!




maybe i loved you, but not enough.
i ignored you this whole period. i falled
face down, and fluid is leaking from my eyeballs.
im sorry im not daring enough to step up.
im sorry i did foolish things to say i hate life.
im sorry now i cant look after you, i got to deal with myself.







btw my loveliest best joker, idiotic friend and a "crush"
stupid darren tan jia wei. GOODBYE for 2 years.
goodbye lover,


what to do when your bestfriend is your crush and you can do nothing bout
it, but say goodbye to him cause NS snatched him away. )): ass wipe!

bye bye darren lover..

see you in offically 2 years.
PLEASE RMB OUR BET AND YOUR PROMISES,
IF NOT....HAHAHAHAHA..
I'LL KICK YOU TILL YOU DIE,
AND THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO BOUT IT ((:

i miss you, your msges and mostly,
i love you "chao ang mo ah beng"!!

im sorry bum, i caused you to worry for me so much,
until you wanna vomit blood, well this 2years you'll
be "away" like i promised, i'll look after myself.
and i hope you wont change into a real ah beng.
if not i'll never talked to you again!

aite so ya'll have seen my crush and what shyt is going on.
im going to watch tv now. BYEBYE!

P.S. I LOVE YOU

and maybe always will.
take care hun.

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

❤Sweetheart, You are sadly mistaken.

if i had 3 wishes:


1. go back to school.
2. orange my hair
3. lotsa money coming to me.







newyearseve video coming soon!
((: watch what shit i'm going to do during new years eve!
im going to spray can ribbons on bengs and trip lians!! ((:





















FEAR ME BIATCHES!


b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Monday, December 8, 2008 ❤

so this dumb ass spammed a whole lot of crap on my email.

a reply for that ass hole!


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S . T . F . U
heres a video done by me

in my opinion 'bout scene and emo kids.
sorry bout the vid quality!
comment and i'll try to another one.

if i can get to do better video on this sub,
i might put in on youtube.
so tell me how it goes
P.S. if you're a passerby, if you ever see me on the street,
dont say hi. i'll freak out ((:

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

❤leave me breathless when you fall into my eyes

close my eyes and let my mind escape into a world of dreams.
but im not waking up, closing my eyes and keeping them shut,
cause the next part isn't going to be a very pretty sight.
Forgetting about tonight, tomorrow will be here so soon.

Beautiful, you know you leave me breathless when you fall into my eyes
Every time I look at you I can't believe how magical you are
The stars belong to you my angel
My heart belongs to you my angel
Run away with me into a world where time seems to not exist
There is just no reason for you to let life bring you down
Please come with me and let me show you,
the smile on my face will show you.

If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile

To die is to know that you're alive
And my river of blood won't run dry
I never wanted to lose you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love

Not all knight in shining armour can make your dreams come true,
they are not quite as charming as they may seem.

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Friday, December 5, 2008 ❤
❤M.I.A

kinda need to get away from the world.
i'm physically tired and pretty much emotionally too.

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again



i really dont know.
im seriously tired.
i wanna die. i dont wanna live anymore.
i hate this life, i hate what im going through
and people around doing things to make it worst.

such feelings,
being doubt at. i dont understand.
could what was said be a lie, to cover the lies up?
only God and owner knows.

such words,
piercing through the heart,
highly doubted by trusted ones.
what more was i to say or do?

Was my dad's birthday, what a great way to start.
i thought would be a great day, but i guess not.
thanks though. i really appreciated it alot.

such question was not found in years.
now i know what i am. i wish you well.

i dont need a explanation, i dont need an apology.
im not gonna be jesus to give my right,
but i'll bury what was asked, i shall leave it behind.
But things are gonna change.



P.S. do not assume yourself.
cause im not answering anyone's dumbfuck questions.
you wanna tag in my blog go ahead and start ranting at
me, yeah whatever, in your face. im not giving a bull crap.
im not in the mood to deal with any shyt so dont push it.
suck on that. dont call or sms me and ask me bout this
post. im not going to entertain your question and im not
going to hesitate to fuck you over the phone, try your luck,
cause when im not in a mood, dont bother trying.



*thank you darren! you still suck at this bet.
i will win! you're such a loser la. so much advantages.
ASS WIPE, IN YOUR FACE


"I fucking pity these people who never knows whats going
behind the fucking smoke screens and yet they wanna laugh
at how pathetic i am. I think im way fucking stronger and classy
than u because i chose my paths and my decisions when some of u ,
the decisions are already made and u have to pretend to be content.
Just a rant on how some people can be so hypocrite." - Jester Bunny

Oh my god! i worship her in alot of ways. like she's so fucking
realistic la. and she's like my idol for reality. so thumbs up to her!
((:

okay enuf of my rubbish but yeah. pretty much i that all im goin to say.
but like i said if you wanna rant at me, try your luck. im not bothered.

cause usually i do.. not this time.

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Tuesday, December 2, 2008 ❤
❤timmy turner

dont i deserve a chance to go back school?

what is your problem? sigh.. even if i blogged, dad wouldnt know
what im going through. nevermind. no one needs to know.






usually i care.. not this time..
im not bothered anymore. its their fault..

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

❤all i hear is blah blah blah coming outta your mouth

well basically its midnight now and im pretty much watching catdog ((:
i knowwwwwww like WHAT THE HELL LAURA??! are you for real?

yes. im bored and its one of the best show ever. i love catdog, hey arnold
yeah. old shows are really nice. i miss alot of shows too.. just that i cant rmb
them. so what if im a hardcore metal music lover? i have my sentimental
cartoon state of mind too. ((: oh well. its crazy. i have been sleep 4 or 5 am everyday
ever since that dumb show. I NEED A SWITCH OF TIME!! im turning into a
nocturnal alien soon! and best ever can be.. its really quiet in the night, boring too..
no one to really chat with. i really hate where i'm at.

my friends have exams, attachments.. no one for me to poke at..
its really quiet. as the tv keeps on talking, the time passes even faster
and with a blink of and eye, its already 5 and im still not sleepy..
always trying to force myself to sleep, but things just keep rolling into my head.
and thats when i wonder, is that when i start to be introverted. i feel like a freak!

i feel im becoming mad soon. and soon i'll see myself in IMH. i think im pretty much
crazy. i feel i need to get away from the world. idk.. i need to go to school. i need to get
busy! if not im really becoming mad, i need to find a job! i do i do i do!! but i hate it
when everyone ask me, are you 19? fuuuuuuuuuuuck! im 17, SEVENTEEEEEEEEEN!!
it really piss me off cause like i know im like living my american life, im not like any of them!
i am young!! and i look young. so screw ya'll! and btw,

JOE IS FARTING ON THE PHONE!!
and HE WANTS TO SHYT! like er? thats sick!

oh yeah i heard a couple of shyt stories, which is kinda sick.. -_-"

im not telling you cause its sick and its damn ORIGINAL LA!
like the sickest of the sickest will do that. i know gav is daring
enough to EAT the challenge ((: i wonder why?? cockcroaches..
flys..grinding everything you see.. oh god. you are sick!!

so any ways im hungry, imma go off now, to see what i can eat.. ((:








Normally i love to be awake in the middle of the night..not this time

b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y

Monday, December 1, 2008 ❤
❤cause i had a bad day

im SO SORRY i didnt answer most of your calls.
im not feeling well. fever is back with a bang and i woke
up with my contact lenses stuck in my eye causing
infection. like wtp?! i was sleeping like a log. i know a couple of
calls and msges came in, but im seriously too tired.
and my eye hurt.

btw thanks for tagging back my dearest bestfriends i could ask for!
Gavin and Kevin.
Martini's, thanks letting me know im not alone in this mess ((:
thank you very much.

So now we know that this Uncle Tan A.K.A : OI is a random spammer!
yeah and that still dont piss me, its makes me pity you more cause i think
you're friendless and lonely. yeah take yourself you IMH cause they have
really nice nurses to interact with. i bet you are just sad. yeah. if you really
have a problem with me, tell me in my face. not behind you're computer screen,
in my tagboard(though its and open blog). yeah whatever. dont your mama
teached you bout this thing called RESPECT?! learn to respect others.

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❤TO Uncle Tan?

i dont know who the fuck you are.
but seriously, if you're a spammer you should seriously fuck off.
stop doing lame stuff. and i do not go to geylang. yeah.

BTW FYI, im still a virgin, and yeah, why the hell would i want
to destroy my body for a nobody? DUH??! and if you're a hater,
you know what? thanks for taking time to come my blog and give a damn
bout what i said and try to bring me down, but guess what?
you're wasting your time. and you're mad! either you are a psychotic on the loose
or you're a real maniac ((:

but actually im not pissed at you, i actually pity you.
i think you're just lonely and bored. you should really find a job.

P.S. This is your IP address: 203.127.182.2

whatever the hell you wrote in my tagboard can go to the
police, and i wonder what will happen to you ((:
and OH YEAH, you've got a name dont you?
type it down, dont bee a coward and write all this things
behind you computer screen. i dont see what you're getting at.
JERK! you just stinked my tagboard. ((:

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That Girl ❤

} Laura {
Scene Kid as you may say.
Not happy with anything here then FUCK OFF
★ 17 going on 18 - 25091991 I Dont Bite, I'm Friendly And I Smile Alot! Everything here is COPYRIGHT

Self Declaration ❤

I LOVE M. SHADOWS ❤

I LOVE ZACKY VENGENCE ❤

I LOVE SYNYSTER GATES ❤

I LOVE REVEREND ❤

I LOVE JOHNNY CHRIST ❤

I LOVE AVENGED SEVENFOLD ❤

I LOVE Chocolates ❤

IMMA BITCH ❤

GAYS ARE HAWT!❤


Wishes ❤

❤Money
❤IPod Classic 80gig
❤TICKETS TO A7X!❤ [came true ((: ]
❤To see Avenged Sevenfold in U.S.
❤My Name Tattoo
❤Avenged Sevenfold bad logo tattoo
❤Good Drummer
❤Murdered in The Mosh
❤Dye my hair PALE BLONDE with lotsa extension ((:

Verbal Diarrhea ❤

Don't be a bitch and think you know me.
Leave the name your parents gave you.



Music ❤



Beautiful People ❤

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♥ rachael_the sweetest girlfriend ❤
♥ priscilla_the random girlfriend ❤
♥ yixian_the mental girlfriend ❤
♥ jasper_rubber friend! ❤
♥ shawn_the skinny ❤
♥ alex_the skinner ❤
♥ daniel_the sweet one ❤
♥ gavin_the BEST BOY FRIEND ❤
♥ kevin_the insilent irritant pest ❤
♥ shu qi_the lovliest ❤
♥ an qi_the big mama ❤
♥ carol_the wonderful baby ❤
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