Sunday, December 28, 2008 ❤
❤bid you farewell!
Farewell Sun!!take care! see in bout 2 years again!till church meet you again!XPPwell today is not a good day,
rather moody but all hidden under a wide loud laughter ((:
till i was in the bus, alone, thoughts flooded my mind, but i still
am not sure what i was moody bout. or rather things dont feel the same anymore.
i feel like im drifting away from everything, introvertion is starting yet again.
i have no idea whats happening to me, i cant get to sleep, i cant eat much.
all i want to do is...stone. YAH STONE, for fuck's sakes! and i hate stoning.
fuck! what is wrong with me? i hate it. i hate everything thats happening, so bad!
rather be alone. but i had something else in mind. and no its not r/s,
please. i wanna drink and maybe REALLY drown in my nothing happened sorrow..
or maybe because things are happening around me so fast. i dont know where to start?
i dont know what to do? actually i kinda not care bout it. because im done caring..
actually idk..what the fuck?
gavvyyyyy.. help daddy ask me to wake up at 9 FUCKING A.M every fucking day!
dammit la so irritating.. actually than again i dont care, he's at work, i'll off my phone.
he cant do anything. neh neh ni boo boo! XP dumbass.
well today was also a rather long yet short day. =.=
idk it feels that way. stupid. i think i going to play hotel 626 now..
scare the living shit out of me. fuck i hate horror games. but im
really bored. darren went to sleep already. gavin is mia-ing now.
and fei is idk where she went. "brb i go find food" so long la.
kev is watch his cartoon. so annoying. fine! i shall go play the shit game now.
bye bye.
b i t t e r s w e e t _ d a y