Sunday, December 21, 2008 ❤
❤reply to the dumb ass-namelss-cunt
for your fucking info. please mind what you say.
im not replying to you is because i find you extraordinary
extremely childish ((; you have not fucking life, thats your fucking ass
problem. i give no shit to your ass wipe jack on faggotless shameless
spammer like you, if you think you are WOW good, fuck yourself. ((:
yeah to my readers, if i have,
i've got thrown outta the house, so im going around staying
all over my lovestruck friend's house, ((: for those who wanna
know why, dont bother, its okay, im okay. dont worry.
anything you wanna look for me, leave me your number,
and i'll msg you ((: no worries to friends ((;
Laura is surviving on her wagon of fame ((;
so dont worry at all, liLsaint is doing well,
so will laura. ((: she's doing fine. getting back
on the road of faith!
OH BTW!
in Cell Group, i won a AWARD, (not bragging)
Courage Under FIRE ((:
(wtf is that?)
okay its like(im not bragging) its like i've been through so
much if my readers knows, my parents etc and etc la. so
and i still come to church in faith, staying strong and everything.
but no. seriously. i felt proud for myself for once. really.
i've dont something to shine for God like an ass like me. ((:
so im pretty much proud. my faith is not for a faint hearted.
though i listent to satanic and etc genres to do with emo shit
and metal stuff, i still do put God near my heart though music
is something i might die for. so, yeah. ((: im proud, i've done it,
but i still aint satisfied, its just another battle won, there's a long war,
i'll fight, though at this time, being kicked out, like was ytd, saturday,
i still find myself going to church and kicking ass, i can the FUGLY devil
im not backing down, fight me till the very end, i'll fucking kick his ass.
cause 2000 yrs ago, Jesus has won the battle *coughs* WAR! so
now its X'mas. you wanna try make me backslide? TRY HARDER BITCH~!
try harder. im stronger than you think i am. i have my own mind.
though i do whatever i want, i know where i stand, i know what i am,(not everytime)
but yeah i know. im stronger then the pretty face, black clothes and a pretense,
FUCK YOU!
im much better now. thanks,
and i also wanna thank linetter for putting me up on sat night,
thanks, and sorry for the trouble. thank you
and ZZ thank you for everything, I will stand in the gap((:
and i hope there will not be rumours bout me and Shang Xuan.
i hate this, though good friends, its impossible to think otherwise.
i already love someone 2 years ago. and if he's not to long, i'll
wait here all my life for him. i maybe emotionally attach to him,
but i know, he's someone who'll take care of me, though he's not the
typa guy every good girl wants, i'm willing to forgive all the things he done.
im okay with it. im blinded by love. but i dont care. so stop makeing nonsense
because of a rumour i lost a friend once, and im not gonna loose another.
i've suffered enough with rumours, im not posting this to get attention
or whatever the shit is, to proof myself crap and shit, NO, rumours
break friendship, so i think i'd make it clear. And its not the darren tan
alice and cj cell group know, its Darren Tan Jia Wei, I Love. and never gonna
give on him, i believe through my light, he'll turn to god, and i know i'll marry him ((:
hun, if you are reading this(which i highly doubt so, cause you in camp now, so
you are sleeping cause you said goodnight to me already.) LOVE YOU BABY!
goodnight jerks, fuck you if you're a spammer, please die, thank you! ((: MUACKS!
P.S. if i cant like you up now, i'll link you soon! sorry for late replies too.
love you ppl! thank you, YOU!
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